leorl said:
There's been many times (especially this year) that I've questioned my decision and wondered why exactly I'm doing this to myself. But at the end of the day, I can't see myself being happy doing anything else (well, except being a bum). Medical school is difficult but in a different way than I think a lot of us are used to.
The material itself isn't too hard to understand. Not like advanced physics where if you don't get it, man you're never gonna get it. And in that way, medical school isn't that hard. You study, you'll understand the stuff. But it's hard in the sheer volume of things you'll have to remember because there's no shortcuts. You have to know it all. A lot of memorization. Especially stuff like pharmacology where you have to know categorizations of drugs, interactions, side effects, mechanisms, not to mention the weird names they all have. Lot of potential for crossing of info and confusion.
I couldn't have said it better. Many, many times I've questioned my decision to go into medicine. I STILL do. But at the end of the day (even when that end is many hours coming) I can't imagine doing anything else. And that's what keeps me going.
Here's my take on med school, in my experience:
1st year--At the time, it feels like the hardest thing you've ever done, and the transition from undergrad can be pretty hard, mostly b/c you no longer have the free time you've grown used to (sleeping in till noon, taking all afternoon classes, things like that), and the amount of material you need to learn can be overwhelming
2nd--For me, this year was easier than 1st year. You're used to the pace, the material is more interesting and clinically-relevant, you have more time in the hospitals/clinics, and so on. And at my school, we had more free time than in 1st year. Gets stressful towards the end when you start studying for step 1.
3rd--Probably the hardest yr in med school. You start to wonder why you thought 1st year was so hard and why you felt like you had no free time during 1st year...cause now you REALLY don't have any free time. Many rotations leave you wondering why you wanted to go to med school in the first place. Switching rotations (and specialties, hospitals, expectations, hours, pager #s, residents, etc, etc) every month is HARD. But you get used to it.
4th--Probably the best yr of med school. If you plan your schedule right (i.e., do all your call rotations during 3rd year), it can be a pretty easy year. Residency apps and interviews add a new level of stress, though. And I got sick of doing rotations, even electives. By midway through I was so ready to be DONE.
So that's my take on it.