Copro,
How bad do you have to be to screw up your chances? I figured if you do what you are told, have SOME personality you should be ok...right?
It wasn't a personality issue. I have a lot of personality, and despite the fact that it pisses some people off from time to time I still get advanced in my program.
No. This was a nice, smart kid who decided he could "better" his chances of getting a spot with us if he did an away. Basically, all he proved to our clan was that he was a '****. No one expected him to be able to provide anesthesia like a CA-3 or anything, but he just demonstrated that he didn't have the basic
savoir faire needed of an anesthesiologist. You know, the crap you can't teach (everyone who's been in this game for a while knows
exactly what I'm talking about).
Usually, you find this kinda thing out midway through or at the end of CA-1 year. And, ineluctably, you have to let the person go, onwards and elsewhere to pursue a different medical career. All this nice guy did was give us the opportunity and benefit of seeing that he didn't have the "stuff" earlier, therefore providing us the ability to pre-emptively say "no" before we took him on.
Fair? I don't know. I do know that there is a certain anal, attention-to-detail, almost annoyingly "Type A" component to every good anesthesiologist personality. And, this kid just didn't have it. (Unfortunately, right now there is another kid in our first year class who probably ain't gonna make it either... but at least he got his shot in our program. I think if he'd done an "away" with us, he also would've been cut during try-outs instead of after he made the team... which scenario is worse, I'll leave you to decide.)
-copro