This is my first post to the SDN forums; I'm glad to have discovered this resource, especially the Nontraditionals' area!
Five years (going on six) into my PhD in musicology, I'm seriously questioning my ability to sustain a long-term commitment to this field. I began my degree with a sense of excitement and possibility, but this quickly faded as I proceeded through my coursework. I thought the spark would re-ignite when I reached the dissertation phase, but I've been ABD for nearly two years and still struggle daily to muster the energy or enthusiasm to work on the document. As far as my preliminary investigations have gone, medicine--clinical practice, not research--seems a compelling alternative for many reasons (which I'll not go into here). However, for many OTHER reasons (which, again, I'll skip reciting), I have absolutely no academic background in the sciences. My path would literally have to begin with a review of elementary algebra. I don't have a specific question for the forum at this point, since I'm still just trying to gather information about what it means to practice medicine. But I'm curious: is there anyone else out there who has made, or is making, or is contemplating making, the transition from a humanities PhD to an MD? Do you feel guilt for having undertaken, and then abandoned, one rigorous and costly course of study only to begin another? I'm looking forward to communicating with anyone and everyone who can offer advice or encouragement along the nontraditional path.
Best,
NYM 🙂
Five years (going on six) into my PhD in musicology, I'm seriously questioning my ability to sustain a long-term commitment to this field. I began my degree with a sense of excitement and possibility, but this quickly faded as I proceeded through my coursework. I thought the spark would re-ignite when I reached the dissertation phase, but I've been ABD for nearly two years and still struggle daily to muster the energy or enthusiasm to work on the document. As far as my preliminary investigations have gone, medicine--clinical practice, not research--seems a compelling alternative for many reasons (which I'll not go into here). However, for many OTHER reasons (which, again, I'll skip reciting), I have absolutely no academic background in the sciences. My path would literally have to begin with a review of elementary algebra. I don't have a specific question for the forum at this point, since I'm still just trying to gather information about what it means to practice medicine. But I'm curious: is there anyone else out there who has made, or is making, or is contemplating making, the transition from a humanities PhD to an MD? Do you feel guilt for having undertaken, and then abandoned, one rigorous and costly course of study only to begin another? I'm looking forward to communicating with anyone and everyone who can offer advice or encouragement along the nontraditional path.
Best,
NYM 🙂