I do not know what is happening to me

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weillerronfini

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Well, is this: I've been on Yahoo Answers but people rip me up and said I was using drugs and so on. So I'm looking for help, hopefully I'll find it here.
Well, you have a certain time of day that I feel like a kind woman with sexual desire by men strong and muscular. But I only like girls my age like 15, 16, 17, 18 and 19 years since, I have 19 years. I even like a girl, but just that there are times when I'm a little confused and do not know if what I feel for her is a real feeling (love) or is only a passion for what I feel for it before it hurt very little and now I think for 4 or 5 days and on the 5th or 6th day, I cry in silence (only tear) yearning to have her and the next day, this feeling passes, as if she were there beside me, only enjoying it, although it is greasy and have her problems (psychological), I still like her a lot.
But back to the subject, is that I sometimes I feel the desire to be a female body type, having breasts and the whole structure and feminine in me to feel feminine pleasure in my male body. Until most of the time, I like girls, like their body, beauty, and so on, but there are times I feel that sex reversal and even sometimes think this girl I like, make up a male organ capable give me pleasure.
I do not know what I do, I go to a psychiatrist, here close to my work and I take a drug called Imipramine 25mg, he prescribed me. The reactions of the drug as a dry throat, fatigue and so on, and disappeared until it seems that when I take the medicine, no effect at all. And he's finishing up, but first I need to get work, so I can see it because I have only remedy for more than two days.
I hope you can help me. I just can not admit me to a psychiatric clinic because I work at a company where I am the root that is, if I leave the company dies like what happened with the owner, since he died and I was responsible for everything here. Please do not bring in dirty because I'm too embarrassed to talk about it personally with my psychiatrist, with my father (since he is a little nervous, he could end up expelling me is home, I think his son is a gay, gay, or whatever).
And just adding it in detail, so I have since I was about 5 or 6 years. More details, just ask.

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