I received a letter in the mail yesterday stating that I am in danger of failing one of my 2nd year courses - It turns out that I did really poorly on the last exam and that brought my cumulative average to below the passing threshold. We have our last exam in a few days and I am extremely worried as I need to do extremely well to avoid failing. I was planning on taking a LOA after this year for medical/ personal reasons but if I don't ace this last test and fail the course, i have to repeat the entire year. I don't know what to do - I wish I would have found out earlier. Any advice that can be offered would be really helpful (I have search previous threads and read them for those who may bring this up...)
Have you spoken with your Dean of Student Affairs? If not, this person needs to know your plans and thoughts in terms of your LOA and the things that have been interfering with your studies up to this point.
The next thing that you need to know - the dean can provide this info to you- is your option (s) after your LOA and what you need to be doing while you are on LOA to keep your studies intact. If you manage to complete Year 2 without failing this course, you will have to take Boards at some point. The longer you are away from your studies,the more difficult that board exam.You also need to know if you need to take boards before you go on LOA if you successfully complete year 2.
Don't dwell on the failure aspect of what is in front of you. Your attention needs to be on mastery of the material that you need to pass this course. See your instructor and get any tutoring that is available. Go to every tutoring session even if you feel that you understand the material.
You don't want to find yourself in the position that you fail but when your records are reviewed, you didn't take advantage of any of the tutoring sessions or you never contacted the instructor for help. It's not a sign of weakness to ask for help but a sign that you are willing to do everything possible to get your studies mastered.
Finally, if you fail and do repeat year 2, it's not the end of the world. Your school is asking you to repeat this material because you need to do this in order to become a good and safe physician. It's often that students feel that they are somehow inferior when they wind up repeating but actually, repeating a year is much better in the long run (outside side of finances) than barely scraping by but failing your board exam because you don't have enough knowledge base.
Do everything that you can do so that you don't fail but if the worst happens, make sure that you put yourself in the best position to take care fo your personal affairs, come back to school and do good work. In the end, none of your patients will ask you if you took an LOA or repeated a year of medical school. They will only want to know if you can solve their clinical problems.
The important thing for you right now is to keep in close contact with your school administration so that they are well aware that you are working on your problems to get them solved so that you can do your best in medical school after your LOA.
You know what's happening for you now (because of the letter) so don't beat yourself because you didn't know earlier. Get that help right now and keep getting help through this process. There are programs and procedures in place to help you get back on track and stay on track.
Remember that medical school is professional school and not undergraduate school. Your administration is there to help you do your best to get through school and onto your career. Don't try to deal with these kinds of things in isolation but ask for help and keep asking until your career is on track.