I decided to give up my plans for med school and become a PA during my junior year of college. Making that decision made me so happy at the time, because it meant I could avoid so many things that I had ahead of me that were scaring me to death. Things like the MCAT, applying, my low GPA, etc. Plus it meant I could go to Europe for a semester and have the time of my life, since the MCAT was no longer in my future.
So that was my plan, PA school all the way. I even took the GRE, and ordered applications. Then I went on Spring break my senior year of college. One (drunken) night, my friends and I began talking about why I had changed my mind. And I realized that it all boiled down to my fear of not getting into med school. But I also realized that night that if I never tried, I might spend the rest of my life wondering "what could have been."
So I went back to plan A: med school or bust. I graduated in ?98 and got an apartment with friends and a full time PCT job at a hospital. In the back of my mind, I knew that I could use the hands-on patient care experience to fulfill PA school requirements if my med school plans fell through. So I worked, took a Kaplan review class, took the MCAT in ?99, applied to med schools that summer, and was (shockingly)accepted to several. I am now an almost third year med student, and I couldn't be happier with my decision.
Looking back, I wonder what would have happened if I had gone the PA route. I would have probably been very happy, because it still seems like a great job with much more flexibility then the MD gig. But I know I would have second guessed myself, and wondered for the rest of my life if I had made the right decision, which for me, turned out to be med school.
The decision to try for PA school delayed my entering med school by two years, but I am so glad that it did. I am happy that I was able to live in the ?real world? for those two years. I grew up a lot. Plus working in the hospital for 18 months of that time was a huge help. You?d be surprised how many med students have never experienced actual patient care! In any case, I guess my advice boils down to this: chose the path that will make you happiest 20 years from now. Good luck to you.