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Okay, before I start this thread just know that I am the class of 2016 and I have lots of factors working against me (cough cough new mcat).
I did very well my first semester at Michigan State University. I 4.0ed Gen Chemistry and Calculus and ended up with a 4.0 overall GPA. That GPA is what got me invited into MSU Honors College which gives me perks here and there (get to pick classes 3 weeks before everyone else).
I was dead set on taking the old MCAT no matter what. Standardized testing has always been my weakness, as I have always done well in my AP classes in high school and never scored above a 2 on the actual exam and that it took me THREE times just to score a 25 on the ACT. I ranked sixth in my graduating class because I work pretty hard, not because I'm super smart. My hard work ethic is what got me a 4.0 Fall semester.
However, my spring semester has hindered my self confidence.
Here are the grades
gen chem II: 3.5 (missed the 4.0 by one question on the final!)
bio cells and molecules: 3.0
bio cells and molecules lab: 3.5
writing course: 4.0
gem chem II lab: 4.0
I basically took really crappy bio professors my spring semester, just so I could avoid taking the new MCAT. When you're cramming in your classes, you dont have the luxury of deciding when you'll take the class with a good professor because you have to get those prereqs in as soon as possible. My overall GPA is now a 3.78 after completing my freshman year, which I know is okay/kinda good but I cant help but feel concerned. After talking to my advisor, she said cramming in my prereqs to take the old MCAT is not possible. Or actually it is possible but I'd only have one shot to take it and thats January, which is kinda scary because if I ever mess up I have to take the new one. I've decided to take the new MCAT so I can spread out my classes more and avoid those crappy professors. I might even take a gap year so I can dedicate myself to studying for the MCAT in the summer before senior year.
I just feel so freaked out. I had a good fall semester only because EVERY one of my classes had a good professor. I do well with a good professor. I go to class, take notes, pay attention and review over 2 weeks prior to the exam. I'm not really a textbook or "teach yourself" kinda person, but everyone learns differently. But I won't have a good professor every time and I guess I just don't know how to adapt. My spring semester bio professors were not only pretty sucky teachers, but they were sucky people. They would say things like "this third exam right here will separate the smart from the dumb." His exams were a surprise every time. They weren't even close to the practice exams, and extremely difficult. People did do well in his class and even 4.0ed, but probably because they're very smart. My professor even told me I should reconsider my profession in medicine because I'm struggling so much in his class. Basically, his class was a weed out class based on how smart you are. This was a class where you couldnt really work hard for because he didnt go by the book and his lecture notes were too simplistic. I don't know, I just feel really bad about myself. I think I'm a hard worker, but according to his exams scores I was one of the dumb ones. And I don't understand why! Biology isnt really that hard of a subject, but they made it way harder than it needs to be. I did end up with a 3.0 in his class, but thats because he had a failing average and had to curve it or else the university will talk. I would've originally gotten a 2.5
So I'm trying my best to show med schools I work hard by a good GPA. My GPA is good but needs to be better. Hopefully, I'll get it to a low 3.9 by the time I apply. However, I know I won't do so well on the MCAT. Especially since I'm taking the new one. And well maybe the reason why I couldn't do well in biology or I won't do so well on the MCAT is because maybe my bio professors were right....I'm not smart enough to go to medical school. I don't know if this is true of myself or not, but how can I bounce back from this?
I did very well my first semester at Michigan State University. I 4.0ed Gen Chemistry and Calculus and ended up with a 4.0 overall GPA. That GPA is what got me invited into MSU Honors College which gives me perks here and there (get to pick classes 3 weeks before everyone else).
I was dead set on taking the old MCAT no matter what. Standardized testing has always been my weakness, as I have always done well in my AP classes in high school and never scored above a 2 on the actual exam and that it took me THREE times just to score a 25 on the ACT. I ranked sixth in my graduating class because I work pretty hard, not because I'm super smart. My hard work ethic is what got me a 4.0 Fall semester.
However, my spring semester has hindered my self confidence.
Here are the grades
gen chem II: 3.5 (missed the 4.0 by one question on the final!)
bio cells and molecules: 3.0
bio cells and molecules lab: 3.5
writing course: 4.0
gem chem II lab: 4.0
I basically took really crappy bio professors my spring semester, just so I could avoid taking the new MCAT. When you're cramming in your classes, you dont have the luxury of deciding when you'll take the class with a good professor because you have to get those prereqs in as soon as possible. My overall GPA is now a 3.78 after completing my freshman year, which I know is okay/kinda good but I cant help but feel concerned. After talking to my advisor, she said cramming in my prereqs to take the old MCAT is not possible. Or actually it is possible but I'd only have one shot to take it and thats January, which is kinda scary because if I ever mess up I have to take the new one. I've decided to take the new MCAT so I can spread out my classes more and avoid those crappy professors. I might even take a gap year so I can dedicate myself to studying for the MCAT in the summer before senior year.
I just feel so freaked out. I had a good fall semester only because EVERY one of my classes had a good professor. I do well with a good professor. I go to class, take notes, pay attention and review over 2 weeks prior to the exam. I'm not really a textbook or "teach yourself" kinda person, but everyone learns differently. But I won't have a good professor every time and I guess I just don't know how to adapt. My spring semester bio professors were not only pretty sucky teachers, but they were sucky people. They would say things like "this third exam right here will separate the smart from the dumb." His exams were a surprise every time. They weren't even close to the practice exams, and extremely difficult. People did do well in his class and even 4.0ed, but probably because they're very smart. My professor even told me I should reconsider my profession in medicine because I'm struggling so much in his class. Basically, his class was a weed out class based on how smart you are. This was a class where you couldnt really work hard for because he didnt go by the book and his lecture notes were too simplistic. I don't know, I just feel really bad about myself. I think I'm a hard worker, but according to his exams scores I was one of the dumb ones. And I don't understand why! Biology isnt really that hard of a subject, but they made it way harder than it needs to be. I did end up with a 3.0 in his class, but thats because he had a failing average and had to curve it or else the university will talk. I would've originally gotten a 2.5
So I'm trying my best to show med schools I work hard by a good GPA. My GPA is good but needs to be better. Hopefully, I'll get it to a low 3.9 by the time I apply. However, I know I won't do so well on the MCAT. Especially since I'm taking the new one. And well maybe the reason why I couldn't do well in biology or I won't do so well on the MCAT is because maybe my bio professors were right....I'm not smart enough to go to medical school. I don't know if this is true of myself or not, but how can I bounce back from this?