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I have already applied this previous cycle for MD programs. I have always loved the sciences, and as cheesy as it might sound, volunteering at hospitals left me feeling so rewarding at the end of the day. Watching doctors at work was like watching super role models at work.
But over the past few months, I've grown lukewarm about pursuing an MD. It might be that I just got discouraged because I didn't get in anywhere (only waitlists, and no news from any of them so far). But in addition, I've also realized this last semester that in stark contrast to an animal physiology class I took and hated, I loved my hardcore chemistry courses.
I keep wondering if I should have considered applying to grad schools for chemistry programs instead.
Another thing that's been on my mind is that I love to teach. And as a PhD, I could pursue a career as a professor. Of course, I know that even as an MD, there is a big teaching component (although nowhere as extensive as teaching a class for a whole semester, I'd imagine), and that's part of what I loved about the medicine career.
The big turn-off I've always had for pursuing a PhD however is that I don't enjoy research work very much and can't see myself committing to research for the rest of my career.
But thinking about the rest of my life, I have other serious hobbies outside of academics that I do not want to give up for my main career. Not saying that this will have to happen if I pursue medicine, but in some ways, it seems like going the PhD route is the "easier" way out. I don't know if that's influencing my thought process also.
Arghhh I don't know what I want to do anymore. I really do think that disappointment of not getting in anywhere is a huge part of it, but I really really do love chemistry.
I keep going back and forth multiple times everyday. Study to retake the MCAT? Or invest the time and money for the GRE?
Any suggestions or comments? 🙁
But over the past few months, I've grown lukewarm about pursuing an MD. It might be that I just got discouraged because I didn't get in anywhere (only waitlists, and no news from any of them so far). But in addition, I've also realized this last semester that in stark contrast to an animal physiology class I took and hated, I loved my hardcore chemistry courses.
I keep wondering if I should have considered applying to grad schools for chemistry programs instead.
Another thing that's been on my mind is that I love to teach. And as a PhD, I could pursue a career as a professor. Of course, I know that even as an MD, there is a big teaching component (although nowhere as extensive as teaching a class for a whole semester, I'd imagine), and that's part of what I loved about the medicine career.
The big turn-off I've always had for pursuing a PhD however is that I don't enjoy research work very much and can't see myself committing to research for the rest of my career.
But thinking about the rest of my life, I have other serious hobbies outside of academics that I do not want to give up for my main career. Not saying that this will have to happen if I pursue medicine, but in some ways, it seems like going the PhD route is the "easier" way out. I don't know if that's influencing my thought process also.
Arghhh I don't know what I want to do anymore. I really do think that disappointment of not getting in anywhere is a huge part of it, but I really really do love chemistry.
I keep going back and forth multiple times everyday. Study to retake the MCAT? Or invest the time and money for the GRE?
Any suggestions or comments? 🙁