Hi all,
First want to say I've been lurking on these forums for awhile, and am amazed by how helpful everyone is!
I have an odd situation, and even after abusing the search function for days haven't been able to come up with a solid solution. I need advice/guidance; any would be greatly appreciated.
tl,dr: Messed up by having no ECs in college; don't have anything to show but a decent GPA (3.55c). Got a huge wake up call after graduation, and now have refocused priorities; what to do now? I want to redo undergrad, or something similar to prove I can balance my studies.
Longer version:
I made a naive mistake in college: I focused primarily/put all my effort on academics, and poorly prepared everything else. For all the effort, I didn't do particularly amazing either (3.55c/3.7s GPA). Not many ECs aside from clinical volunteering senior year as well as tutoring as part of a class the last quarter.
I did the 2 years CC, then transfer to a 4-year university route.
During the first two years at the CC I just focused on my studies and worked part time (waiting tables). Once I transferred (UCSD) I stopped working with the intention of giving myself wiggle room to get used to the faster-paced quarter system to the new area/living on my own with roommates. Living off campus, I commuted to school. Long story short, these two years went by very unproductive non-academically due to me deciding late senior year to look into med school, and my ignorance in preparing for life after college.
After graduating, I got hit with a huge wake up call on how I essentially wasted my last two years basically only studying and hanging out, when I should have been better prioritized trying to extract more than grades from the college experience with research/internships/ECs. I'm very proud to have done well academically with my degree, but realized finding work was difficult (due to the lack of internships/work experience). After about two months of unsuccessfully applying for jobs, I've moved back home with my parents since I couldn't afford to keep paying rent having graduated. Since then I picked up a waiting job again in my home city while I look for entry level lab work/internships with my degree in the area to minimal avail.
So right now I'm not sure what to do. I know my undergrad history, if anything shows poor judgement/lack of motivation/lack of time management and looks on paper like a student who studied all day (which admittedly wasn't far from the truth a lot of the time...). BUT, since getting such a huge slap in the face, followed by a bit of depression from my employment situation... if I were to do the two years over again I KNOW I would do it so much different now. I now have pretty much a 180 degree turn in my work ethic/priorities, that just needs to be proved.
I'm still very interested in medicine, and know I need to prove to adcoms that I CAN achieve balance but not sure how I can prove this given I'm out of college. I'm sure even an amazing MCAT score couldn't offset my complete lack of concurrent ECs throughout college.
I really really wish I could redo undergrad again. I'm thinking about a second bachelors, masters, or post bacc, or just taking classes at my state college? Or any other ideas? Am I out of luck?
First want to say I've been lurking on these forums for awhile, and am amazed by how helpful everyone is!
I have an odd situation, and even after abusing the search function for days haven't been able to come up with a solid solution. I need advice/guidance; any would be greatly appreciated.
tl,dr: Messed up by having no ECs in college; don't have anything to show but a decent GPA (3.55c). Got a huge wake up call after graduation, and now have refocused priorities; what to do now? I want to redo undergrad, or something similar to prove I can balance my studies.
Longer version:
I made a naive mistake in college: I focused primarily/put all my effort on academics, and poorly prepared everything else. For all the effort, I didn't do particularly amazing either (3.55c/3.7s GPA). Not many ECs aside from clinical volunteering senior year as well as tutoring as part of a class the last quarter.
I did the 2 years CC, then transfer to a 4-year university route.
During the first two years at the CC I just focused on my studies and worked part time (waiting tables). Once I transferred (UCSD) I stopped working with the intention of giving myself wiggle room to get used to the faster-paced quarter system to the new area/living on my own with roommates. Living off campus, I commuted to school. Long story short, these two years went by very unproductive non-academically due to me deciding late senior year to look into med school, and my ignorance in preparing for life after college.
After graduating, I got hit with a huge wake up call on how I essentially wasted my last two years basically only studying and hanging out, when I should have been better prioritized trying to extract more than grades from the college experience with research/internships/ECs. I'm very proud to have done well academically with my degree, but realized finding work was difficult (due to the lack of internships/work experience). After about two months of unsuccessfully applying for jobs, I've moved back home with my parents since I couldn't afford to keep paying rent having graduated. Since then I picked up a waiting job again in my home city while I look for entry level lab work/internships with my degree in the area to minimal avail.
So right now I'm not sure what to do. I know my undergrad history, if anything shows poor judgement/lack of motivation/lack of time management and looks on paper like a student who studied all day (which admittedly wasn't far from the truth a lot of the time...). BUT, since getting such a huge slap in the face, followed by a bit of depression from my employment situation... if I were to do the two years over again I KNOW I would do it so much different now. I now have pretty much a 180 degree turn in my work ethic/priorities, that just needs to be proved.
I'm still very interested in medicine, and know I need to prove to adcoms that I CAN achieve balance but not sure how I can prove this given I'm out of college. I'm sure even an amazing MCAT score couldn't offset my complete lack of concurrent ECs throughout college.
I really really wish I could redo undergrad again. I'm thinking about a second bachelors, masters, or post bacc, or just taking classes at my state college? Or any other ideas? Am I out of luck?