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Hi everyone, I am in a bit of difficult situation right now. For the context, I am a foreign vet interested in specialization. I have passed Navle and have one final exam to take to get my vet degree certified in North America. But as you know it is very difficult to get into residency as we have limited exposure and opportunities. After last year's match rejection for the SA Rotating internship, I tried my best again to improve myself and my profile by doing an externship in different countries. Doing virtual internship, etc. One externship was in a specialty hospital. Infact, one neurologist was kind enough to give me LOR for this match cycle. I also did few other things to improve my chance of matching. Alas, this year also I could not match. It was disappointing to say the least.
It has been a terrible experience trying so hard, and not being good enough, really makes me doubt if there is any light at the end of the tunnel. I really did try my best to get out of my comfort zone, seeking opportunities beyond my country with limited finances and family issues to deal with. Where I come from, we have very limited opportunities and support. But that has not stopped me from learning and working on myself. However, I realized one can only do so much.
Right now I have 2 opportunities that I am very grateful for. One is a course-based Master's program with a vet neurologist as a research supervisor. However, the downside is the course is so expensive for international grad (around 27k USD, plus living costs and others). As a international grad, it is very costly due to currency exchange. Plus the course is Biomed science with only good part is one semester of research project. I feel like the course is not that relevant for me. But the good thing is I get to work on the research with vet specialist professor for 3 months which may be helpful for my future with networking for specialization opportunity. And the professor has said he has helped international grad to get into specialization (not sure how). This was the reason, I got so excited in this course. For the first time, I had a prospect of specialization. Originally our plan was to apply for scholarship but unfortunately I did not get it. And he could not secure any funding. Although the cost of this course is super high, I could get work visa and maybe earn more to compensate for the tuition fee for the course maybe and apply for match again and hopefully get it but there is no certainity, only trust, I guess. With this pathway, there is a chance I could get into specialization pathway faster.
On the other hand, I have another opportunity. PhD in Biomed science ( veterinary dx rx research) at a good R1 University in the US. Good parts are tuition waiver, Graduate assistanship, reputed professor. However, phd is around 5 years long and I want to specialize which will take around 5 years. It is gonna be a long difficult journey so it feels overwhelming. The research project topic seems okayish but not so much exciting and professor is very busy person so I have to be self-reliant. I have always craved for a good mentorship all my life but haven't been lucky so far and things are not looking so good now too with the phd( any blessing in disguise here? No idea). Another thing is I am also afraid of being away from clinical practice and forgetting clinical knowledge and skills during phd.
With all of this, I feel blessed I have gotten this opportunity especially as an international grad. I do not want to choose one and regret it later in life. That will be impact the people around me and research I do for the animals. So I am asking a help and insights from a kind strangers in the veterinary community.
How should I approach with the decision making process?
For those who have done Phd after DVM, why did you choose that path? What are the pros and cons of phd? If you want to specialize, then are there any benefits of doing phd besides working in academics?
What do you wish you had known before starting phd?
In the hindsight, do you feel your phd choice was worth the hassle for you?
Is there anything I should be aware of when making this decision, anything I might be overlooking?
Sorry for such a long post. It has been mentally taxing. So may things have been going over mind. I am overthinking. Forgive me for this. Thank you so much for your time. I really appreciate it.
It has been a terrible experience trying so hard, and not being good enough, really makes me doubt if there is any light at the end of the tunnel. I really did try my best to get out of my comfort zone, seeking opportunities beyond my country with limited finances and family issues to deal with. Where I come from, we have very limited opportunities and support. But that has not stopped me from learning and working on myself. However, I realized one can only do so much.
Right now I have 2 opportunities that I am very grateful for. One is a course-based Master's program with a vet neurologist as a research supervisor. However, the downside is the course is so expensive for international grad (around 27k USD, plus living costs and others). As a international grad, it is very costly due to currency exchange. Plus the course is Biomed science with only good part is one semester of research project. I feel like the course is not that relevant for me. But the good thing is I get to work on the research with vet specialist professor for 3 months which may be helpful for my future with networking for specialization opportunity. And the professor has said he has helped international grad to get into specialization (not sure how). This was the reason, I got so excited in this course. For the first time, I had a prospect of specialization. Originally our plan was to apply for scholarship but unfortunately I did not get it. And he could not secure any funding. Although the cost of this course is super high, I could get work visa and maybe earn more to compensate for the tuition fee for the course maybe and apply for match again and hopefully get it but there is no certainity, only trust, I guess. With this pathway, there is a chance I could get into specialization pathway faster.
On the other hand, I have another opportunity. PhD in Biomed science ( veterinary dx rx research) at a good R1 University in the US. Good parts are tuition waiver, Graduate assistanship, reputed professor. However, phd is around 5 years long and I want to specialize which will take around 5 years. It is gonna be a long difficult journey so it feels overwhelming. The research project topic seems okayish but not so much exciting and professor is very busy person so I have to be self-reliant. I have always craved for a good mentorship all my life but haven't been lucky so far and things are not looking so good now too with the phd( any blessing in disguise here? No idea). Another thing is I am also afraid of being away from clinical practice and forgetting clinical knowledge and skills during phd.
With all of this, I feel blessed I have gotten this opportunity especially as an international grad. I do not want to choose one and regret it later in life. That will be impact the people around me and research I do for the animals. So I am asking a help and insights from a kind strangers in the veterinary community.
How should I approach with the decision making process?
For those who have done Phd after DVM, why did you choose that path? What are the pros and cons of phd? If you want to specialize, then are there any benefits of doing phd besides working in academics?
What do you wish you had known before starting phd?
In the hindsight, do you feel your phd choice was worth the hassle for you?
Is there anything I should be aware of when making this decision, anything I might be overlooking?
Sorry for such a long post. It has been mentally taxing. So may things have been going over mind. I am overthinking. Forgive me for this. Thank you so much for your time. I really appreciate it.