I have posted here time and time again about my questionable future, but I've never been this unsure. As I've explained in my previous posts, I'm an 18 year old college sophomore (soon-to-be-junior) struggling to make a decision between nursing and medicine.
I recently got a job at a hospital as a PCA and I've been able to observe exactly what it is that nurses, mid-level care providers, and physicians do on a daily basis. Through all of this, I have assuredly come to one conclusion: I would never want to be a hospitalist. I have also mentally checked off specialties I could not tolerate: oncology, radiology, and pediatrics being just a few. I've fallen out of love with the idea of working in a hospital as a physician or a surgeon and into love with the idea of working as a primary care provider, whether as an MD or an NP. I love the patients - I hate caring for someone one day only to find out they were discharged the next. I want to form relationships with my patients, not refer to them as "room twelve."
So, knowing this - knowing that I want a career in FM, should I pursue an MD or NP? Feel free to highlight the pros and cons of each. Thanks in advance.
I recently got a job at a hospital as a PCA and I've been able to observe exactly what it is that nurses, mid-level care providers, and physicians do on a daily basis. Through all of this, I have assuredly come to one conclusion: I would never want to be a hospitalist. I have also mentally checked off specialties I could not tolerate: oncology, radiology, and pediatrics being just a few. I've fallen out of love with the idea of working in a hospital as a physician or a surgeon and into love with the idea of working as a primary care provider, whether as an MD or an NP. I love the patients - I hate caring for someone one day only to find out they were discharged the next. I want to form relationships with my patients, not refer to them as "room twelve."
So, knowing this - knowing that I want a career in FM, should I pursue an MD or NP? Feel free to highlight the pros and cons of each. Thanks in advance.
