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Hey SDN, I am in sort of a tricky situation here and would appreciate some input. I just received an offer to a Clinical PhD and will be accepting it. I graduated from undergrad in December 2012 and since then have been working in 2 different research labs (both unpaid, volunteer basis). The first research lab has been enormously helpful in terms of both preparing me for grad school and for exposing me to research. I have had an integral part on the team. The other lab has been terrible. I feel used and exploited. It is out-of-state, so I drive an hour and a half each way, 2 days a week, for 6 hour shifts. I do NOTHING but data entry and filing. It is incredibly exploitative and I get paid nothing to do it. I work with undergrads who at least get school credit. I stuck with it throughout the app process, but I don't get anything but "research experience." In addition to the waste of time it is (with traveling and actually just sitting there entering data for nothing), all of the commuting has taken a financial toll on me as I have no income. Quitting the lab would allow me to work more with the team I am on now and actually do something productive with my time. I applied to work with the team because they promised hands on exposure to conduct assessments (it is with social anxiety, something interesting to me). Now that I have been accepted, would it be okay to bow out of this position? I will maintain my other commitment, but I really can't imagine continuing this for 3 more months.
My only fear (very irrational) is that the PI will contact the school where I got accepted (they know I was made an offer) and disparage me for dropping out early when I "signed on" for a 2 semester commitment. FWIW, my advisor made no mention of my experience with the research lab so it's pretty much moot in their eyes, and on top of that, I never asked the PI of this lab for a recommendation letter. So all they really are is a line on my CV. Can anyone weigh in on if this can come back to haunt me either during the app process or later in life? The PI I work for/with is in a drastically different field of psychology than I plan to pursue, albeit under the "clinical" umbrella.
My only fear (very irrational) is that the PI will contact the school where I got accepted (they know I was made an offer) and disparage me for dropping out early when I "signed on" for a 2 semester commitment. FWIW, my advisor made no mention of my experience with the research lab so it's pretty much moot in their eyes, and on top of that, I never asked the PI of this lab for a recommendation letter. So all they really are is a line on my CV. Can anyone weigh in on if this can come back to haunt me either during the app process or later in life? The PI I work for/with is in a drastically different field of psychology than I plan to pursue, albeit under the "clinical" umbrella.
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