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Hello. I am currently a medical student at a DO school (I'm in my 2nd year of school, in a 5-year track). I had a rough start my first year, and ended up failing one course my first quarter and 2 courses my second quarter. I was struggling with a bout of depression at that time, and had some difficult life experiences (car crash with injuries, romantic heartbreak, etc). I also had difficulty with classes as I had been out of science classes for several years before starting school. As such, I felt like I was drowning when I started. While I still work very hard now, things are much more manageable.
After failing courses over the first 2 quarters, I was automatically decelerated into a 5 year program (i.e. basic sciences spread over 3 years, and 2 years clinical rotations as standard). Since that time, I have done pretty well, getting a mix of As and Bs in each subsequent term (with my lowest grade being a B- in one single science course over the last 3 terms). I am not depressed in the way I was before, and I have improved my study habits a great deal (though I still struggle with ADD). It has been one year (3 quarters) since that time, and I have pulled up my GPA substantially. I went from having a 2.0 GPA last year, to having a (just under) 3.0 cumulative GPA now. I hope to continue to get strong grades over the next year to pull that GPA up further. I won't know my updated class rank until the end of the year, but I assume it will still be on the lower end regardless of all the improvements I've made.
Although I don't know exactly what kind of residency I would like, at this point I'm considering options like IM or PM&R at university-affiliated ACGME (MD) residencies. Is this totally out of reach for me at this point? Will I be deeply stigmatized for being in a 5-year track, after having failed 3 courses in the early part of my first year? Or can I recover by continuing to do well afterwards in courses, and ensuring a solid performance on my boards?
We recently had residents from allopathic FP programs in my state come and mingle with the medical students at my school. The residents were saying how they look for top applicants when reviewing residency applications, etc. After hearing them speak, I started to feel really insecure, like I will never get into residency anywhere no matter how hard I work now. I am terrified that even if I work my butt off to do well, that I might still be in the bottom 20% of my class by the time I apply to residency and might not get in anywhere. I haven't started any extracurricular activities yet (as I told myself I wouldn't do any ECs until I started doing well in school), but now that my grades are decent, I think I might also do some activities on the side, which I hope will make me more well-rounded as an applicant.
Any insights or experiences? Thanks so much!
I think being realistic about your ultimate goals is the key. IM and PM&R aren't the most competitive fields, but qualifying them by saying you want to do them only at a university affiliated program might put the bar back out of reach. There are plenty of community based programs where the doors will be wider opened for someone with a lower class rank and a decelerated path. Just my two cents.