I think I'd give you some of the advices given to me by very knowledgable/experienced/respectable people who have influentially guided me to this day when I am about to start P1
-My hospital Rx director: "You just have to make a commitment to studying. It's your job! Just think of frustration as a midterm you have to pass"
-My biochem professor: "If you can settle for a B, why not try a bit harder and get an A?"
-An ICU PharmD in my hospital: "While you are frustrated and giving up, other people are not. They are in fact studying to ace the test you are giving up on!"
- Me: How can you remember all those names of the drugs?
A PharmD: Because I look at them everyday here at work...and before bed.
I still remembered my toughest class was Cell Biol as we had a prof from Yale. People going the semester before me failed all over. Her philosophy is "application questions" meaning even if you memorize the entire book, you'll have 25% of making an 80/100 on her test. I am a 4.0 student and did struggle with her tests. She sometimes asked questions that could only be answered by herself. Everything just didn't click for me...
I got really frustrated during that semester and sometimes I just wanted to give up. But then I thought "This is where I need to prove that I derserve a seat in rx school!" I talked to several people who aced her class before and they told me "You just have to suck it up!"🙁😀. I then thought "Since it's this hard, once i ace it it'd feel much better than anything" So yeah, you are right, good grade is a motivation. But for me also the rewarding feeling I get afterward once I ace the class (and after all the effort I've spent).