I'll be your muse. Or let Virchow be your muse. Think about Virchow cutting ultra thin sections by hand, unaided by OCT, formalin or freezing, examining them under poor quality microscopes without any use of tissue stains, and still making many key discoveries.
Smellycat, let us discuss your reasons for pursuing a pathology career. What draws you to the field? What kept your interest once you discovered it? What kinds of things in the field thrill you? What makes the prospect of a career in pathology a pleasant thing? Avoid being negative towards other fields (like, don't say, "I could never be a surgeon because they are rude and short-sighted" because most surgeons are not rude or short sighted and people don't like you insulting others).
Then, if all else fails, picture the microscopic image of hepatic cirrhosis under a trichome stain. Beautiful swirling colors, sharp fibrous bands, nodules of hepatocytes, bile duct proliferation. The trichome stain of hepatic cirrhosis is worth at least two pages of glamorous description. Vermeer and Rembrandt only wish they could paint something as beautiful and awe inspiring as a trichrome stain. Let cirrhosis be your muse.