I'm currently a second year "fellow" in neuropsychology. My first year was full of all sorts of surprises. I was led to believe my fellowship would be in line with Houston conference guidelines. There were no neuropsychology didactics. I was being told to go to psychiatry and primary care didactics. I got one hour of face to face supervision per week. The conference stipend advertised on the website was not available, and there were lots of other fun surprise. I stuck with it to have the "stamp" that I finished a formal post doc and was told that leaving and applying elsewhere would look bad. I currently complete 3 assessments per week without a psychometrist and bill on average 10 hrs per evaluation. I had two patients no show this past week and I took one sick day in September. I'm being told now that I have to "make up" and add cases anytime I'm sick or take leave. I understand adding a patient if another no shows, but what's the point of sick leave and leave if I add the time back? This is also a large University not a small private practice. Is this normal? Since the other fellow quit and I'm not with any other residents I have no clue what's normal and what I should just accept and wait out or say something about.