FailureForever2018
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Hi all. So the reality of my situation has just hit me as applications have gone underway. My story is awful and I need advice on where to go from here.
I'm the lowest ranked DO student at a not so well-liked school. Last year I took Step 1 and failed (186). I took Level 1 and failed (397). I was taken off my rotations for a month and retook Level 1 and passed (483), but didn't retake Step 1, because I thought I'd just fail it again. Fast forward to now. Just got back my PE and failed the Data Gathering section. No problem I thought, I'll retake it asap and now I'm scheduled for retaking it at the end of August. One of my professors suggested that I take Step 2 in order to show residencies that my failure on Step 1 was a fluke. Just took it yesterday and I felt crushed. For reference my UWSA Scores were 193 two weeks before and 177 today, a day after the exam. I'm just hoping the score today was me just being exhausted or defeated from yesterday. I'm scheduled to take Level 2 CE at the end of next week.
In sum:
Lowest ranked student at my school
Failed Step 1
483 Level 1, but second pass
Failed PE
Step 2 feels like a fail, really bad UWSA scores to justify that
Yet to take Level 2 CE
The one bright side is that I'm applying psychiatry which isn't the most competitive specialty, but I'm aware it's becoming more competitive. My question is, what I do now with residency applications underway? Should I just give up on ACGME programs entirely, and put all my eggs in AOA? I can't imagine any MD programs liking me when they see my failures. Are the failures something I need to address in my application or should I just let the number speak for themselves? Can I avoid reporting any of my scores? Any help would be appreciated. I'm feeling lost and all of this stressing and worrying isn't going to bode well for me next week. I'm already feeling more burned out than ever today.
I'm the lowest ranked DO student at a not so well-liked school. Last year I took Step 1 and failed (186). I took Level 1 and failed (397). I was taken off my rotations for a month and retook Level 1 and passed (483), but didn't retake Step 1, because I thought I'd just fail it again. Fast forward to now. Just got back my PE and failed the Data Gathering section. No problem I thought, I'll retake it asap and now I'm scheduled for retaking it at the end of August. One of my professors suggested that I take Step 2 in order to show residencies that my failure on Step 1 was a fluke. Just took it yesterday and I felt crushed. For reference my UWSA Scores were 193 two weeks before and 177 today, a day after the exam. I'm just hoping the score today was me just being exhausted or defeated from yesterday. I'm scheduled to take Level 2 CE at the end of next week.
In sum:
Lowest ranked student at my school
Failed Step 1
483 Level 1, but second pass
Failed PE
Step 2 feels like a fail, really bad UWSA scores to justify that
Yet to take Level 2 CE
The one bright side is that I'm applying psychiatry which isn't the most competitive specialty, but I'm aware it's becoming more competitive. My question is, what I do now with residency applications underway? Should I just give up on ACGME programs entirely, and put all my eggs in AOA? I can't imagine any MD programs liking me when they see my failures. Are the failures something I need to address in my application or should I just let the number speak for themselves? Can I avoid reporting any of my scores? Any help would be appreciated. I'm feeling lost and all of this stressing and worrying isn't going to bode well for me next week. I'm already feeling more burned out than ever today.