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I had my final call last night as an anesthesiology resident. I left this morning at 630, bailed on morning conference and went straight home to my wife, 19 month old daughter, and black lab. My exit was not as sexy as Zippy's -- for those of you who remember him and his post about his last day as a resident. JPP's recent thread about being thankful prompted me to start this thread. I'm not a frequent poster. I mostly have watched from the sidelines since I became a member of SDN years ago.
Last night ended on a sad note. 35 yr old male with history of protein C deficiency and subsequent CVA. Was treated with coumadin and yesterday fell and hit his head -- enter my midnight craniectomy for a subdural bleed. Both of his pupils were blown -- this surgery was unlikely to save him. Obtaining consent from his distraught mother was gut-wrenching. These situations never get any easier. The case was pretty straight-forward -- this is not intended to be a clinical post. (Although the neurosurg med student decided to transport the patient with ICU nurse to the OR solo without me while I was obtaining consent -- walked into the OR and congratulated her on her enthusiasm for getting the pt to the OR without me 🙂 )
This case made me think about the big picture. My family and I are getting ready to move across the country, and it has been a little stressful -- afterall, who really likes packing and moving? I consider myself to be blessed to have this opportunity. I'm 32 yrs old and, God willing, will have a long life to live. Perhaps I am getting nostalgic since I have finally crossed the finish line -- but I am eternally grateful for my health and family. I am hopeful for my future as an attending and I am also hopeful for our specialty.
Congrats to all of you who are also finally reaching this milestone in your life. Take the time to celebrate and enjoy the moment.
Cheers.
Last night ended on a sad note. 35 yr old male with history of protein C deficiency and subsequent CVA. Was treated with coumadin and yesterday fell and hit his head -- enter my midnight craniectomy for a subdural bleed. Both of his pupils were blown -- this surgery was unlikely to save him. Obtaining consent from his distraught mother was gut-wrenching. These situations never get any easier. The case was pretty straight-forward -- this is not intended to be a clinical post. (Although the neurosurg med student decided to transport the patient with ICU nurse to the OR solo without me while I was obtaining consent -- walked into the OR and congratulated her on her enthusiasm for getting the pt to the OR without me 🙂 )
This case made me think about the big picture. My family and I are getting ready to move across the country, and it has been a little stressful -- afterall, who really likes packing and moving? I consider myself to be blessed to have this opportunity. I'm 32 yrs old and, God willing, will have a long life to live. Perhaps I am getting nostalgic since I have finally crossed the finish line -- but I am eternally grateful for my health and family. I am hopeful for my future as an attending and I am also hopeful for our specialty.
Congrats to all of you who are also finally reaching this milestone in your life. Take the time to celebrate and enjoy the moment.
Cheers.