No need to be defensive, was my observation incorrect? You said as much yourself, probably a dozen times on this forum.
Your observation if very far from correct. I practice good medicine, still love going to work, and happy when I am at work. I still have great joy improving people's lives.
But that does not mean I have my head in the sand about where my place in the EM universe is. EM docs are still a commodity and as such we need to look out for ourselves. I understand I could be the best doc today and follow all of the rules, but if they could find a cheaper doctor then I would be out the door. Its business and as such, I realize that each EM doc must look out for themselves. I have seen it over and over.
I also realize that admin/CMGs will not protect my back when they can save a few bucks. This is what I have seen.
#1 - all complaints, even the stupidest, are sent to me to evaluate when I was director. If they really cared, they would screen out the 90% crap and throw it out. But that is way too much work
#2 - we have no input on our work flow and EMR. They once told us to evaluate 2 different EMR, we picked the one we wanted. Next day, they gave us the crappier one b/c it was cheaper. Who cares that it slows us down and creates discontent.
#3 - Instead of fixing the real problems with flow and admitted pts out of the ED, all they care about are Sat scores, time metrics. So instead of fixing the hard inpatient issues, they want to put a PA in triage so our door to provider is 1 minute.
#4 - When I practice good medicine and deny drug seekers, I get complaints to admin. I get Board complaints that I have to prove that they are drug seeking. Instead of doing alittle research, they just throw the complaint at me to answer.
I can go on and on. But the bottom line is this, take giving abx. If I give amoxil to 100% of my virals, and they all leave happy that took me 2 minutes vs giving no abx to 100% of my virals and getting 25% complaints requiring 10 minutes to explain then YES.... I am taking the self preserving path.
At the end of the day, I try to practice good medicine but realize that the only person watching out for me is myself. Good luck to all of the "always appropriate docs", you will eventually see that its not worth the head banging.