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This is what happened in essence. Fall 08 I started getting panic attacks out of nowhere. Just freaking out..sweating..shaking, etc. This was so atypical because I am a super laid back person and it is pretty tough to get me anxious. After a few days of this going on nonstop I finally went to my GP. He put me on a SSRI. All this did was make me $hit my brains out about 15 times a day. Kept getting worse. Got referred to psychiatrist number 1. She diagnosed me with anxiety disorder. At this point I was literally shaking, sweating, totally freaking out almost all day long. Couldnt sleep, hot/cold spells, etc. She upped my dosage of the SSRI almost to max. Nothing was helping. After about a month, my dad (hes a doc) was like WTF.....ur going to UPenn. Saw the doc there. He (and his residents) agreed with psych 1...anxiety. I kept getting worse. I was to the point where I couldnt get out of bed. I was exhausted all day...and was sleeping about 15 hours a day...only leaving to go to the doctor. I had my RD around this time...had surgery. Docs kept saying "oh well your gf moved in with you, you got a med school acceptance, you had your retinal detachment...this is why your anxious." I knew it was bull****...but hey I was dealing with Penn doctors...the best? Right? Few more weeks go by...by this point I am losing hope. I pull my acceptance. Nothing is making sense....I really think I am losing it. At this point I am on two SSRIs, an antipsychotic, and a benzo. FML. Finally, I am talking to my dad one nite...hes like aaron this makes no sense. My parents come down determined to figure out wtf is going on. I have light sensitivity, fevers, etc....so at this point its pretty clear something physiological is going on. Long story short.. hospital admission...got a LP..got a Dx of lyme encephalitis...IV rocephin for over a month. Rapidly got better....but took months to get back to normal. End of story. Now you see why I dont think very highly of psychiatrists?
Another year of not starting med school, over 10k in medical bills, and a horrible life changing experience that I am still not over a year later.
It is understandable why you feel that way. As someone who has had bouts with anxiety I can understand how the doctors may have thought that. Did they even do a blood test or anything? If not that seems a bit odd. Did you tell them about your light sensitivity and low fever? If so, they should have looked into that more.
But I do agree with others; obviously, and you know this more than me (I am assuming you are a medical student) that medicine is not 100% accurate and sometimes you get unlucky.
Glad everything worked out for you.