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Hey psychiatry community: a little advice or perspective needed here. I am doing a neurosurgery rotation, because (1) I'm curious & (2) a surgical subspecialty rotation is required for MS4s and I thought, hey, at least it's brains.
I'm only a week into it and it's been awful, mostly because the first question I get is always "what are you going into?" and when I answer "psychiatry" I get very unpleasant reactions. On the first day I was told since I'm not going into neurosurgery they don't really care what I do on this rotation. Also, every single resident I've met has asked me as a follow up, "why are YOU doing a neurosurgery rotation?" as if it is inconceivable that anyone not going into neurosurgery would dare to rotate on their service. I've been having a hard time getting anyone to teach me anything and when they do, it's always with cracks that this is my "last chance to do ___" as if I'm sacrificing all the fun medicine has to offer by choosing psychiatry.
Adding more insult, today I was in clinic with the chief of neurosurgery. He is greatly admired by his residents who consider him a great teacher and I was repeatedly told to do his clinic because he likes medical students and is a great pain expert. So, I went today hoping to learn something about pain. I didn't. He quizzed me entirely on neuroanatomy, saying repeatedly that I would only need this information so I could help my friends and family when they expect me to "be a doctor" and telling me over and over that psychiatry shares the board certification with neurology (which I already knew, I almost went into neuro) and so I needed to know this stuff for my boards. The implication was that I wouldn't need to know anything at all to be a psychiatrist.
More directly, he told me that I'll "need to know certain things whether you choose to be a psychiatrist or a real doctor," he asked me "do you know how to examine patients?" before agreeing to let me see one, and when introducing me to the one patient he let me speak to he warned them "watch out, this one is a future psychiatrist." He walked into the patient room with me supposedly to introduce me to the patient so I could then do the history and physical, but then proceeded to take the history himself while I was standing there, followed by quizzing me on things I didn't know in front of the patient and then telling me, step by step, how to do the relevant neuro exam. I'm actually very good at neuro exams. So, clearly he didn't trust me to even talk to his patient, much less touch them, even though I'm a 4th year and passed my boards etc etc . . . and at this point have as much training as a med student going into neurosurgery. I haven't specialized yet.
Anyway, I'm somewhat angry, and insulted. Has something like this happened to anyone else going into psychiatry? How did you deal with it? Did you speak up and defend yourself? I didn't, and I'm not sure that was the right choice. What do you think?
I'm only a week into it and it's been awful, mostly because the first question I get is always "what are you going into?" and when I answer "psychiatry" I get very unpleasant reactions. On the first day I was told since I'm not going into neurosurgery they don't really care what I do on this rotation. Also, every single resident I've met has asked me as a follow up, "why are YOU doing a neurosurgery rotation?" as if it is inconceivable that anyone not going into neurosurgery would dare to rotate on their service. I've been having a hard time getting anyone to teach me anything and when they do, it's always with cracks that this is my "last chance to do ___" as if I'm sacrificing all the fun medicine has to offer by choosing psychiatry.
Adding more insult, today I was in clinic with the chief of neurosurgery. He is greatly admired by his residents who consider him a great teacher and I was repeatedly told to do his clinic because he likes medical students and is a great pain expert. So, I went today hoping to learn something about pain. I didn't. He quizzed me entirely on neuroanatomy, saying repeatedly that I would only need this information so I could help my friends and family when they expect me to "be a doctor" and telling me over and over that psychiatry shares the board certification with neurology (which I already knew, I almost went into neuro) and so I needed to know this stuff for my boards. The implication was that I wouldn't need to know anything at all to be a psychiatrist.
More directly, he told me that I'll "need to know certain things whether you choose to be a psychiatrist or a real doctor," he asked me "do you know how to examine patients?" before agreeing to let me see one, and when introducing me to the one patient he let me speak to he warned them "watch out, this one is a future psychiatrist." He walked into the patient room with me supposedly to introduce me to the patient so I could then do the history and physical, but then proceeded to take the history himself while I was standing there, followed by quizzing me on things I didn't know in front of the patient and then telling me, step by step, how to do the relevant neuro exam. I'm actually very good at neuro exams. So, clearly he didn't trust me to even talk to his patient, much less touch them, even though I'm a 4th year and passed my boards etc etc . . . and at this point have as much training as a med student going into neurosurgery. I haven't specialized yet.
Anyway, I'm somewhat angry, and insulted. Has something like this happened to anyone else going into psychiatry? How did you deal with it? Did you speak up and defend yourself? I didn't, and I'm not sure that was the right choice. What do you think?