Is there something I've written that makes you think they did? I know they had zero desire to SOAP, I know they have zero desire to do it this year. My PD was very clear about that.
And I don't expect anyone to say anything other than "SOAP went well for us last year, but we might not be so lucky if we had to do it again this year" when I'm around. Which is basically what they say.
But when they fill out my evaluations, they don't have to say that my knowledge and capabilities are above my peers, and give me nearly perfect marks if I'm not cutting it because I was some bottom shelf resident they snagged out of the trash heap in SOAP either. So I guess I'm saying I believe them when they say they feel they were fortunate in the SOAP. But of course we could end up with a dud who doesn't make it through intern year just as easily and everyone knows that.
The other part of the equation is that if a program soap's it may imply that they filled at least a few from low on their list as well, which may color their perceptions of me.
So I guess I'm saying that I'm not trying to pat myself on the back as much as point out that I think SOAP turned out OK for my program.