In June I will begin a formal postbac. My confusion is over what I should do in the meantime. I am a career changer, and I began researching medical school about six months after graduating college and starting work in my current field (accounting- WOOHOO). I have kept this job to support myself and my husband, who is in law school and cannot work. Well, now that I know for sure that I will be heading another direction with my career, it feels like a waste of my time and effort to work at this job, which I hate. It is getting to be the busiest time of the year, and I am lacking motivation since I know I won't be doing this in the long run. However, it would nearly kill my coworkers if I left now due to the volume of work.
My postbac acceptance letter encouraged me to get more clinical exposure or volunteer experience before starting the program, which is not possible this time of year at my job. So would it make sense to take a job that will pay like 1/4th of what I make now, but would let me have the time to volunteer or shadow? I don't want to be a complete jerk to my coworkers, especially since my supervisor wrote me one of my rec letters for the postbac program. Would this make me a horrible person?
My postbac acceptance letter encouraged me to get more clinical exposure or volunteer experience before starting the program, which is not possible this time of year at my job. So would it make sense to take a job that will pay like 1/4th of what I make now, but would let me have the time to volunteer or shadow? I don't want to be a complete jerk to my coworkers, especially since my supervisor wrote me one of my rec letters for the postbac program. Would this make me a horrible person?