Because if I didn't do this work or study this material, I don't think I could imagine myself doing anything else. Maybe I'd be a starving artist drinking cheap wine in a grungy apartment in Oregon and painting all day, I don't know. But, I know that who I am as a person feels to match up with everything about this profession. It just became obvious to me at some point that this is what I'm supposed to do, and I love it. No doubt.