What an embarrassing thread.. just man up and do your best, you are a doctor afterall.
Feeling overwhelmed as an intern is not unique to psych.
Harsh and not helpful.
Everybody feels anxiety about codes (or should) until they've been through a few. That's totally
normal. And surely the OP
wants to do his or her best, or they wouldn't be so concerned about remembering all the details. In fact, a number of studies now show that
most doctors
don't do a great job of running resuscitation. Why? Because they're rarely trained in a low-stakes/high-realism setting.
There should be more hand-holding for junior doctors--to lay the foundation for
quality habits in the future. "Man up and do your best" is
exactly the wrong attitude.
But I agree with the general sentiment: every doctor should confidently know ACLS. It's a core, life-saving skill.
OP, if your programme has a sim centre, those are
incredibly useful and might allay your anxiety.
We did about 30 hours of videotaped simulation during my ICU term, and I had to call 4 codes later on during my rural rotation as a medical student with senior help about 10 minutes way. Those codes would've been Code Browns if I hadn't had done the simulations first. For me, the most challenging part was just being
assertive and
definitive. The algorithm should teach how to be definitive, but being assertive just comes from exposure.
And frankly the only
early interventions that have been shown to improve neurologically-intact survival are chest compressions and
maybe defibrillation (though the data aren't as clear for in-hospital cardiac arrests). This may be controversial, but if you're by yourself with help on the way, forget airway and breathing, just get pumping!
Girotra S, Nallamothu BK, Spertus JA, et al. Trends in survival after in-hospital cardiac arrest. N Engl J Med. 2012;367(20):1912-20.
We found that survival after cardiac arrest improved regardless of whether or not the initial cardiac-arrest rhythm was treatable by defibrillation. In patients with ventricular fibrillation or pulseless ventricular tachycardia, improvement in survival over time was not accompanied by shorter defibrillation times. These observations suggest that factors other than rapid defibrillation may have accounted for the improvement in survival. These factors may include earlier recognition of cardiac arrest (i.e., shorter response times), quality of acute resuscitation (e.g., greater availability of trained personnel and provision of high-quality chest compressions with fewer interruptions), and postresuscitation care (e.g., therapeutic hypothermia and early cardiac catheterization).