Hi All,
I have followed SDN for years but was never actually a member and was always scared to post.
I feel like I am having a quarter life crisis and wanted to run my situation by people here. I hope people won't attack this post, as I know some people can be a bit harsh on these forums.
So I am a non-traditional applicant, and have been very set on applying to med school for the past 5 years.
I completed a B.A. Honors and have a 3.44
I wasn't thinking about med school at the time. I graduated in 2008.
I then went to an ivy-leage and got an MPH and graduated with a 3.7 or 3.8. I am not sure because they don't have our GPA on our transcript. I did well in grad school. Got an A+ on my thesis and won an award. I didn't feel extremely passionate during my practicum and wished I was working with patients. I started questioning if I really wanted to work in policy or research, and started to think about maybe applying to medical school.
I decided to work in research when I finished my MPH, and attempt to go back to school and start the med pre-reqs. I did them while working on and off for two years. I did bio, English, gen chem, organic chem. I had done physics as an undergrad so I didn't need to do that.
I have quite good ECS (I think anyhow). I was extremely involved student in undergrad/grad. Tons of hospital work in the ER and peds, shadowing doctors,student government, service trips, organizing cancer fundraisers, different jobs, traveling, HIV internship in Africa, two different research positions since graduating from my MPH.
I have spent time shadowing different doctors and I had decided that this was a good fit for me. I love working with people, learning about the body, the problem solving aspect, doing something new every day. I get extremely bored in research positions. It is not quick paced, not enough people interaction.
I spent the past year studying for the MCAT and wrote 3 times! I have never been a great standardized test taker. I struggled with the verbal part of the GRE as well, but somehow got into a good grad school. Though in undergrad/grad I do well on midterms/finals for the most part. It is very weird. I am not sure what happens on standardized tests.
Anyhow, basically I got a 22, 22 and then absolutely bombed the 3rd MCAT.I know 22 is not good either. I have no idea how this happened. I had been improving so much on my practice exams, ranging from high twenties to even a 32! The same thing really happened the second time I wrote. I was getting mid-high twenties and ended up with another 22. I don't know what to say. The verbal is the section that is really killing me. My 3rd score makes no sense and I am absolutely shocked and devastated. I have written the 3 times that are allowed in 2014, and the exam is changing in 2015, as I am sure you all know. I took the Kaplan course twice, so I tried the prep course, and used other company's books and exams.
I am 28 years old, and I feel I need to decide.
Should I give up? Go to the Caribbean? I had applied to the Caribbean with just my first two scores, and haven't heard yet. So that is still an option. I know there are a lot of mixed reviews/stigma about it. There are some European schools that don't require the MCAT that I could maybe get into.
I am very confused and disappointed. I worked so hard, and don't feel these scores reflect my abilities. I know people say the MCAT is a predictor of how you will do in med school and on board exams, but I am not sure. As I say, I did very mediocre on the GRE and did very well in my graduate program.
I know there are other options out there. But everything else seems like a let down right now. I have spent so much time working towards this and want to do it badly, but it seems completely impossible at this point.
Anyhow, I guess Im asking whether I should give up? I know nobody can really make that decision, but just curious if anyone is in a similar position, and has any advice.
I have followed SDN for years but was never actually a member and was always scared to post.
I feel like I am having a quarter life crisis and wanted to run my situation by people here. I hope people won't attack this post, as I know some people can be a bit harsh on these forums.
So I am a non-traditional applicant, and have been very set on applying to med school for the past 5 years.
I completed a B.A. Honors and have a 3.44
I wasn't thinking about med school at the time. I graduated in 2008.
I then went to an ivy-leage and got an MPH and graduated with a 3.7 or 3.8. I am not sure because they don't have our GPA on our transcript. I did well in grad school. Got an A+ on my thesis and won an award. I didn't feel extremely passionate during my practicum and wished I was working with patients. I started questioning if I really wanted to work in policy or research, and started to think about maybe applying to medical school.
I decided to work in research when I finished my MPH, and attempt to go back to school and start the med pre-reqs. I did them while working on and off for two years. I did bio, English, gen chem, organic chem. I had done physics as an undergrad so I didn't need to do that.
I have quite good ECS (I think anyhow). I was extremely involved student in undergrad/grad. Tons of hospital work in the ER and peds, shadowing doctors,student government, service trips, organizing cancer fundraisers, different jobs, traveling, HIV internship in Africa, two different research positions since graduating from my MPH.
I have spent time shadowing different doctors and I had decided that this was a good fit for me. I love working with people, learning about the body, the problem solving aspect, doing something new every day. I get extremely bored in research positions. It is not quick paced, not enough people interaction.
I spent the past year studying for the MCAT and wrote 3 times! I have never been a great standardized test taker. I struggled with the verbal part of the GRE as well, but somehow got into a good grad school. Though in undergrad/grad I do well on midterms/finals for the most part. It is very weird. I am not sure what happens on standardized tests.
Anyhow, basically I got a 22, 22 and then absolutely bombed the 3rd MCAT.I know 22 is not good either. I have no idea how this happened. I had been improving so much on my practice exams, ranging from high twenties to even a 32! The same thing really happened the second time I wrote. I was getting mid-high twenties and ended up with another 22. I don't know what to say. The verbal is the section that is really killing me. My 3rd score makes no sense and I am absolutely shocked and devastated. I have written the 3 times that are allowed in 2014, and the exam is changing in 2015, as I am sure you all know. I took the Kaplan course twice, so I tried the prep course, and used other company's books and exams.
I am 28 years old, and I feel I need to decide.
Should I give up? Go to the Caribbean? I had applied to the Caribbean with just my first two scores, and haven't heard yet. So that is still an option. I know there are a lot of mixed reviews/stigma about it. There are some European schools that don't require the MCAT that I could maybe get into.
I am very confused and disappointed. I worked so hard, and don't feel these scores reflect my abilities. I know people say the MCAT is a predictor of how you will do in med school and on board exams, but I am not sure. As I say, I did very mediocre on the GRE and did very well in my graduate program.
I know there are other options out there. But everything else seems like a let down right now. I have spent so much time working towards this and want to do it badly, but it seems completely impossible at this point.
Anyhow, I guess Im asking whether I should give up? I know nobody can really make that decision, but just curious if anyone is in a similar position, and has any advice.