Ginger, you really came down hard on "fanatic". For really no reason from what i gather. Fanatic seems like a decent soul. Intersted in things you are also, such as audiology. That make me conclude you are a super dooshbag with few, if any, friends. I suspect you didnt get in to your first 3 choices. And if you did, im certain they are sorry. Aside from all the jovial things i am saying, you may be very smart, but i bet my last 3 dollars you are miserable to the core. Fanatic, go where you get in, have friends, be happy, and do great. Ginger cat. Worry about your life. Not others.