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Hi everybody,
I'm having a rough time as of late. I've finished all the pre-reqs (a la carte) except for biochem, which isn't even required at most schools I'm looking at but I will probably eventually take it. I'm feeling burned out. This process has taken longer than anticipated. Mostly due to personal and financial reasons. I'm wondering what my next step should be. When should I apply? Should I work on a plan B? I'm filling up with self-doubt and fear.
I'm turning 40 this summer. I have a 5 year old. My son's father has been in prison since I was 9 months pregnant. I've been doing this all while struggling with depression resulting from his incarceration. I've delayed the process, reducing my courseload to one class per semester, due to maxed out undergrad financial aid and having to pay for school out of pocket now. Also because my sons father was denied Parole and I can't do med school and parent my son without his help and support. He finally gets released in 6 months in Sept. We plan to marry in Nov. We're talking about trying for our second and last child right away since we aren't getting any younger. I still need to take my MCAT. I have no idea what I'm going to do about letters of recommendation. I never went to office hours, etc. I still need to shadow doctors but my cousin thinks he can set something up for me because he works for some doctors. I'm getting overwhelmed here in the final stretch and freaking out about whether I'll be ready to apply in June 2017 or if I should wait until 2018. But like I said, I'm turning 40 this year and not getting any younger. My dream is to become a psychiatrist. I'm currently a Spanish medical interpreter. I have a BA in psychology.
Any advice or words of wisdom?
I'm having a rough time as of late. I've finished all the pre-reqs (a la carte) except for biochem, which isn't even required at most schools I'm looking at but I will probably eventually take it. I'm feeling burned out. This process has taken longer than anticipated. Mostly due to personal and financial reasons. I'm wondering what my next step should be. When should I apply? Should I work on a plan B? I'm filling up with self-doubt and fear.
I'm turning 40 this summer. I have a 5 year old. My son's father has been in prison since I was 9 months pregnant. I've been doing this all while struggling with depression resulting from his incarceration. I've delayed the process, reducing my courseload to one class per semester, due to maxed out undergrad financial aid and having to pay for school out of pocket now. Also because my sons father was denied Parole and I can't do med school and parent my son without his help and support. He finally gets released in 6 months in Sept. We plan to marry in Nov. We're talking about trying for our second and last child right away since we aren't getting any younger. I still need to take my MCAT. I have no idea what I'm going to do about letters of recommendation. I never went to office hours, etc. I still need to shadow doctors but my cousin thinks he can set something up for me because he works for some doctors. I'm getting overwhelmed here in the final stretch and freaking out about whether I'll be ready to apply in June 2017 or if I should wait until 2018. But like I said, I'm turning 40 this year and not getting any younger. My dream is to become a psychiatrist. I'm currently a Spanish medical interpreter. I have a BA in psychology.
Any advice or words of wisdom?