I am a FM resident (PGY-1), and currently I have been reconsidering my career options and choices. FM is OK, but I guess I am not "programed" to be in primary care. I do not like "general medicine". I want to be a specialist, who focuses on ONE organ system, and know it well. I want to be a consultant, rather than a PCP. I went into FM because of my STATS (see bellow), thinking that I will convince myself to like it...but every day in the clinic, and every rotation I do, is making me dislike FM more and more.
STATS:
-IMG
-USMLE (Average - with 2 attempts on step 2)
-No neurology rotation or reccomendation in medical school
I did not apply to Neurology last match cycle because:
-I was afraid to apply both a prelim year and neuro residency, and getting one but the other.
-I thought that my STATS are not good enough for Neurology.
But now I feel that I am shocking in FM residency. I really do not like dealing with all of my patient's problems. I just want to be a consultant/expert in a specific area. I have been interested (lately) in the neurology and psychiatry...and the field of Neuropsychiatry or behavioral Neurology.
What would you guys advise me to do?
-Apply to neurology programs without telling my PD, then tell him/her if I get accepted to a program?
-Inform my PD with my current sentiments, and risk being on his/her "bad side", which could result in me not getting a contract renewal for next year. That would really suck, especially if I do not receive any offers from Neurology programs.
-Tough it up, complete the 3 year FM residency, then apply for a second residency in Neurology.
I want to move into Neurology very badly, but I am very scared to take any steps at this time. I do not want to "anger" my PD, just in case no Neurology program accepts me. I do not want to make a stupid move, and lose my current residency...and end up with neither a FM nor a Neurology residency.
Any advise is appeciated.
STATS:
-IMG
-USMLE (Average - with 2 attempts on step 2)
-No neurology rotation or reccomendation in medical school
I did not apply to Neurology last match cycle because:
-I was afraid to apply both a prelim year and neuro residency, and getting one but the other.
-I thought that my STATS are not good enough for Neurology.
But now I feel that I am shocking in FM residency. I really do not like dealing with all of my patient's problems. I just want to be a consultant/expert in a specific area. I have been interested (lately) in the neurology and psychiatry...and the field of Neuropsychiatry or behavioral Neurology.
What would you guys advise me to do?
-Apply to neurology programs without telling my PD, then tell him/her if I get accepted to a program?
-Inform my PD with my current sentiments, and risk being on his/her "bad side", which could result in me not getting a contract renewal for next year. That would really suck, especially if I do not receive any offers from Neurology programs.
-Tough it up, complete the 3 year FM residency, then apply for a second residency in Neurology.
I want to move into Neurology very badly, but I am very scared to take any steps at this time. I do not want to "anger" my PD, just in case no Neurology program accepts me. I do not want to make a stupid move, and lose my current residency...and end up with neither a FM nor a Neurology residency.
Any advise is appeciated.