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I think I am officially giving up on my dream of pursuing a pain fellowship. I don't know if it's because I'm a gal, because I'm small, or what but it doesn't seem I'm getting any of what I pictured to pursue a fellowship. I started a new pain rotation, I was all excited, even started pre-reading, was all stocked - there was a change of atendings so I introduce myself to the attending, tell him who I am, bla bla, ask him what he would like me to do, etc. and he kind of just stares at me like I'm crazy and says - umm bring the patient for consents? That's awsome. I was allowed to do no procedures, the fellow who was also there also got to do no procedures, and I was ignored most of the day.
None of the people I've contacted in search of research have either replied, or I have been told that they don't have anything going on right now, even people who are notorious for being research buffs.
So frustrating and demoralizing.
I guess it's not in the cards for me. I guess I just don't get why or what I could have done differently to create a different situation for myself.
None of the people I've contacted in search of research have either replied, or I have been told that they don't have anything going on right now, even people who are notorious for being research buffs.
So frustrating and demoralizing.
I guess it's not in the cards for me. I guess I just don't get why or what I could have done differently to create a different situation for myself.