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I'm at an urban hospital setting for 3rd year rotations and the toxicity is killing me. I've lost 90% of my empathy and it's been replaced by bitterness against doctors, nurses, the administration and even a classmate who tried to gun me down today. It really hurt me to have classmates, who usually are able to commiserate and share in our $hitty experiences, act so cruelly to me. This is where it starts huh?
I want to get my empathy and optimism back. Now, I can't even appreciate nice people and gestures of kindness as much anymore because the negativity seeps through everything. Today a patient was being a little difficult, and where I would have been understanding a year ago, I wanted to just throw my hands up and walk away.
Does anybody have any advice for how to keep a good attitude? I'm so jealous of my friends who have real jobs and are around normal people who can't get away from being completely horrible human beings every single day at the workplace. Am I alone on this?
I want to get my empathy and optimism back. Now, I can't even appreciate nice people and gestures of kindness as much anymore because the negativity seeps through everything. Today a patient was being a little difficult, and where I would have been understanding a year ago, I wanted to just throw my hands up and walk away.
Does anybody have any advice for how to keep a good attitude? I'm so jealous of my friends who have real jobs and are around normal people who can't get away from being completely horrible human beings every single day at the workplace. Am I alone on this?