Where do I start? Im a CA-2 resident and Im starting to get fed up with the way we are treated by surgical staff and surgical residents. Does no one in anesthesiology have a back bone? Today I was taking s@#$ from an ophthomologist who DEMANDED (not asked) that remove EKG patches from my patient before taking them to recovery. I didnt know ophthomologists were also trained as anesthesiologists! I mean, what the hell does he know about the heart, or the body in general for that matter? But honestly, that's beside the point. I dont see why no one in anesthesia (attendings included) sticks up for themselves and why no one is willing to fight for our dignity. Despite the fact that I was seething with anger, I thought it wise to keep my mouth shut. As a resident, you have no clout and any insubordination can get you fired. But our attendings, they too bow down to the surgeons! Sure we have to work with them, but we are also trained M.D.s, not lap dogs. What do you call someone that takes orders from a physician...a NURSE. Unless we are trying to prove that CRNAs are just as capable as MAs, we need to start showing these people that we have our own minds. What's worse is that when the surgeons and surgical residents see us being treated poorly by our own staff, they continue to think its okay for them to do the same. This ultimately just propagates the unnecessary and unwarranted behavior I've seen in the OR.
My biggest question is if this will continue in private practice? Sometimes I wonder if I just dont have the personality for anesthesia. Im not servile; Im not obsequious. After discussing today's problem with fellow residents, most of them were just like, "whatever." In the short term that definitely helps to keep an anesthesia resident sane, but I am not the type to spend the rest of my career whoring myself to these ungrateful losers.
I hope someone out there can provide some valuble insight and wisdom to my predicament. A big part of me thinks that I might have to get out of anesthesia after residency. Im not trying to say Im an ego manic or that I need to constantly have my ego stroked like our "colleagues" on the other side of the curtain, but I also refuse to take this kind of crap for the rest of my career.
fungus
My biggest question is if this will continue in private practice? Sometimes I wonder if I just dont have the personality for anesthesia. Im not servile; Im not obsequious. After discussing today's problem with fellow residents, most of them were just like, "whatever." In the short term that definitely helps to keep an anesthesia resident sane, but I am not the type to spend the rest of my career whoring myself to these ungrateful losers.
I hope someone out there can provide some valuble insight and wisdom to my predicament. A big part of me thinks that I might have to get out of anesthesia after residency. Im not trying to say Im an ego manic or that I need to constantly have my ego stroked like our "colleagues" on the other side of the curtain, but I also refuse to take this kind of crap for the rest of my career.
fungus