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Here's my dilemma everyone:
I started synthetic organic synthesis research this semester for 3 credit hours in the chemistry department. At first, I didn't mind it. Handling syringes, setting up complex reactions, and other major responsibilities. But as I get more and more into it, I find myself loathing it. It has nothing to do with the PI nor the people I work with. I just find myself doing stuff I really don't like and, as a junior in college, I don't really have the time to do things I hate. Here's the kicker though: in the early months, I failed to do a reaction correctly, so she started doing a new synthetic project with the biochemistry department that she wants me to do. This new project is very interesting to my PI and the biochemistry professor. I really don't want to disappoint my PI nor my future biochemistry 2 professor next semester, but my lack of determination and drive to go to lab has been noticeable in my recent work (nothing major, but I have "a lack of motivation when come to lab.")
This semester, however, I am also taking a neuroscience class with a professor that does pain research that I honestly find very interesting. The professor contacts the people that have a high chance to make an A (people that have to bomb the final to make a B) in the class and have declared a neuroscience minor to do research with him or other professors that do behavior physiology research. I was contacted by him to do research next semester through my senior year, as well as help me produce a poster presentation at a neuroscience conference with his graduate students for my senior thesis (optional for me, as I'm not in the honor's college.)
How do I leave the organic research lab without disappointing my research PI? Neuroscience is a passion of mine and if I don't go to medical school, I will most likely want to do grad school for neuroscience.
Other information:
I started synthetic organic synthesis research this semester for 3 credit hours in the chemistry department. At first, I didn't mind it. Handling syringes, setting up complex reactions, and other major responsibilities. But as I get more and more into it, I find myself loathing it. It has nothing to do with the PI nor the people I work with. I just find myself doing stuff I really don't like and, as a junior in college, I don't really have the time to do things I hate. Here's the kicker though: in the early months, I failed to do a reaction correctly, so she started doing a new synthetic project with the biochemistry department that she wants me to do. This new project is very interesting to my PI and the biochemistry professor. I really don't want to disappoint my PI nor my future biochemistry 2 professor next semester, but my lack of determination and drive to go to lab has been noticeable in my recent work (nothing major, but I have "a lack of motivation when come to lab.")
This semester, however, I am also taking a neuroscience class with a professor that does pain research that I honestly find very interesting. The professor contacts the people that have a high chance to make an A (people that have to bomb the final to make a B) in the class and have declared a neuroscience minor to do research with him or other professors that do behavior physiology research. I was contacted by him to do research next semester through my senior year, as well as help me produce a poster presentation at a neuroscience conference with his graduate students for my senior thesis (optional for me, as I'm not in the honor's college.)
How do I leave the organic research lab without disappointing my research PI? Neuroscience is a passion of mine and if I don't go to medical school, I will most likely want to do grad school for neuroscience.
Other information:
- Despite having a lack of motivation, my research PI and I are in good terms. She is very patient and understands that I am an undergrad taking other classes for my degree
- I am getting hours for this and I have an A for this semester's work (as of midterms.)
- The research project hasn't officially started yet. I am currently just running H' NMRs on different compounds that I will be manipulating if I were to stay in this lab.
- I have an interview for the neuroscience lab research a week before finals (first week of December. The neuroscience professor does know about my current involvement with the chemistry department.)
- EDIT: I am not seeking an MD/PhD
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