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A big problem problem that has been irritating me is love. Yea go ahead and laugh, but im serious here. After becoming mentally stable in college, I made friends, got a social life, and started to go out and have fun. However I was still missing that aspect of my life. This may be embarrassing but I have never been in bed with a girl, and have only gotten kissed twice in 2.5 years of college. Yea ok, go ahead and laugh. Just keep reading when your done people !
Point is that 98% of my social circle are in relationships. People tell me "I wish I was single, its awesome." I can't help but think that ive been single for the past 20 years of my life and would like to experience a change. I have had the fortune of making some great friends of both sexes at my college, the problem is that it is a small and rural place - 98% white here. Im one of the few South Asians here and most girls are pretty friendly - but aren't open minded enough to date a non-white guy.
The only reason why I talk about all of this is that Valentines is coming up and I can't help but feel lonely while all of my friends are busy making plans with their SOs. I said earlier that I want this semester to be the best one ever, that I wanted to prove to myself that I am not an idiot and that I can do it too. My chances for med school are hanging by a thread and school is what matters to me more than anything right now. However im human and this feeling of loneliness and regret is preventing me from concentrating even when I try my best not care. To those of you who have had it all - the grades, the love, the friends, good for you. You may not know where I am coming from, but for anyone else who has been where I have been with this, how did you stop these feelings of loneliness and regret when everyone around you seemed to have it but you?
- You can read my original thread as well, I would like to know your opinion in the WAMC forum. Thanks.
If the answers to my questions should be obvious, then please explain it because it isn't to me. Ive been through a lot and missed out on many things when I was growing up.
Point is that 98% of my social circle are in relationships. People tell me "I wish I was single, its awesome." I can't help but think that ive been single for the past 20 years of my life and would like to experience a change. I have had the fortune of making some great friends of both sexes at my college, the problem is that it is a small and rural place - 98% white here. Im one of the few South Asians here and most girls are pretty friendly - but aren't open minded enough to date a non-white guy.
The only reason why I talk about all of this is that Valentines is coming up and I can't help but feel lonely while all of my friends are busy making plans with their SOs. I said earlier that I want this semester to be the best one ever, that I wanted to prove to myself that I am not an idiot and that I can do it too. My chances for med school are hanging by a thread and school is what matters to me more than anything right now. However im human and this feeling of loneliness and regret is preventing me from concentrating even when I try my best not care. To those of you who have had it all - the grades, the love, the friends, good for you. You may not know where I am coming from, but for anyone else who has been where I have been with this, how did you stop these feelings of loneliness and regret when everyone around you seemed to have it but you?
- You can read my original thread as well, I would like to know your opinion in the WAMC forum. Thanks.
If the answers to my questions should be obvious, then please explain it because it isn't to me. Ive been through a lot and missed out on many things when I was growing up.
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