Well, I did it, I withdrew from Calculus II today--big fat "W". I took my second exam, the first exam was a paltry 81, and this exam, was probably 60-70 range. As a result, I feel like a complete failure.
My reasons behind my dropping the class are:
1.) Health.
I was averaging 4-5 hours of sleep a night during the week, 2 hours during exam weeks. I felt physically ill and my brain did not seem to work too well after 1AM. I feel burnt out, even residually. I didn't go to school today, because I felt I would have just been a zombie sitting in a chair lamenting over my failure.
2.) Rusty in math.
It had been awhile since my calculus I course and I was just beginning to relearn what I unlearned overtime. The calculus II material was easy, but my ability to do the trig and algebra fast enough to do the calculus part was rusty and slow, which negatively affected my ability to perform during a test.
I wanted to commit more time to relearning and performing operations faster, but with my other classes I just could not play catch up like I presumed I could. Which leads to...
3.) Not enough time.
The rule of thumb is what? 3 hours of time to study for every hour of the course, right? Tell that to my chem lab professor, the lab calculations take that alone, typing them all out onto word is hellacious.
My wife works shift work, so I am a "single-dad" 4x out of the weekdays. So, from 3PM to 7PM each night, my life isn't really my life.
I have a 30-minute, one-way commute to school to boot.
Concurrently, I took chemistry, arabic and accounting. All of which I literally maintain a perfect 100% through two examinations. But, they take up a lot of time. I allocated a majority of my study time to calculus, but it wasn't yielding positive results fast enough.
Overall, for my first full-time semester in school, I think I was overly ambitious about what I could accomplish with the time I have.
Are these excuses at all legitimate or am I trying to validate underlying laziness or lack of ability to perform under intense academic stress?
My reasons behind my dropping the class are:
1.) Health.
I was averaging 4-5 hours of sleep a night during the week, 2 hours during exam weeks. I felt physically ill and my brain did not seem to work too well after 1AM. I feel burnt out, even residually. I didn't go to school today, because I felt I would have just been a zombie sitting in a chair lamenting over my failure.
2.) Rusty in math.
It had been awhile since my calculus I course and I was just beginning to relearn what I unlearned overtime. The calculus II material was easy, but my ability to do the trig and algebra fast enough to do the calculus part was rusty and slow, which negatively affected my ability to perform during a test.
I wanted to commit more time to relearning and performing operations faster, but with my other classes I just could not play catch up like I presumed I could. Which leads to...
3.) Not enough time.
The rule of thumb is what? 3 hours of time to study for every hour of the course, right? Tell that to my chem lab professor, the lab calculations take that alone, typing them all out onto word is hellacious.
My wife works shift work, so I am a "single-dad" 4x out of the weekdays. So, from 3PM to 7PM each night, my life isn't really my life.
I have a 30-minute, one-way commute to school to boot.
Concurrently, I took chemistry, arabic and accounting. All of which I literally maintain a perfect 100% through two examinations. But, they take up a lot of time. I allocated a majority of my study time to calculus, but it wasn't yielding positive results fast enough.
Overall, for my first full-time semester in school, I think I was overly ambitious about what I could accomplish with the time I have.
Are these excuses at all legitimate or am I trying to validate underlying laziness or lack of ability to perform under intense academic stress?