I'm a 4th year medical student trying to decide between Psychiatry, Radiology, and IM. I know these might be wildly different specialties that cover a very broad range of medical practice, but I have various motivations that attract me to each one. I'm also a very indecisive and easily impressionable person by nature, so I'm finding it very difficult to decide. I will describe my thought process regarding each field:
Psychiatry:
Pros: I simply adore the study of psychology and psychopharmacology. I focused on Biology in college, but took a Sociology and cultural anthropology classes on the side and really enjoyed them. I've read popular psych books and even introductory books about Jaqcues Lacan. I Honored my psych rotation, because studying for Shelf exam was not only easy, but pleasurable.
Cons: I did my Psych rotation at a county hospital inpatient unit. I found SOME of the patient interactions to be emotionally difficult and occasionally disturbing. In the CPEP, I encountered several patients that faked suicidal ideation to justify an inpatient admission, and found it irritating to try and decide whether to send them out or admit them. Then when dealing with patients that were not having a psychotic episode, I found that they can be very manipulative, they are often very stubborn (like many IM patients too) and it can be very hard to get them to cooperate with therapy.
-I feel that I get emotionally stressed out easily and I don't like confrontation, so I'm unsure if I can handle being a psychiatrist.
Radiology: I'm on a radiology rotation right now and I can see how it doesn't seem to mesh with my personality. It's highly detail oriented, very precise, and requires a very deep knowledge of pathology and disease process. I find this subject matter to be less than interesting. I almost feel like Radiology is a useless field, because for example Orthopods and Critical Care Pulmonoligsts read all of their own imaging and often discount radiology reports.
Unfortunately, I've structured my medical school career around radiology and am planning to apply this Summer.
I feel that I was influenced into going into the field mainly from hearing people say, "Oh Rads is such a good gig" or people saying how nice it is to NOT see patients, NOT have to deal with paperwork, leave your work behind you once you leave the hospital - NOT have patients call you at home etc... But the idea of radiology doesn't really sit too well with me, and I'm finding that I'm trying to convince myself I'm making the right decision: but I don't feel comfortable at all.
IM: I feel like a true doctor, one that I've always envisioned myself to be. But will have to once again deal with manipulative patients, difficult families, malingering pain med seekers, lots of (disability) paperwork, and possibly have to be available to patients 24/7.
However on my medicine rotations I saw how Attendings developed ways to deal with difficult patients and didn't let them affect them.
So it's a tough call for me. I'm really uncertain which way to go. I like looking at images, but I don't want to identify and measure each paratracheal lymph node and pulmonary nodule on 100 CT scans per day. I feel like I was influenced to apply into Radiology by a friend who said that it's an awesome field because of lifestyle, but he recently changed his mind and is applying to IM instead.
Any suggestions?
Psychiatry:
Pros: I simply adore the study of psychology and psychopharmacology. I focused on Biology in college, but took a Sociology and cultural anthropology classes on the side and really enjoyed them. I've read popular psych books and even introductory books about Jaqcues Lacan. I Honored my psych rotation, because studying for Shelf exam was not only easy, but pleasurable.
Cons: I did my Psych rotation at a county hospital inpatient unit. I found SOME of the patient interactions to be emotionally difficult and occasionally disturbing. In the CPEP, I encountered several patients that faked suicidal ideation to justify an inpatient admission, and found it irritating to try and decide whether to send them out or admit them. Then when dealing with patients that were not having a psychotic episode, I found that they can be very manipulative, they are often very stubborn (like many IM patients too) and it can be very hard to get them to cooperate with therapy.
-I feel that I get emotionally stressed out easily and I don't like confrontation, so I'm unsure if I can handle being a psychiatrist.
Radiology: I'm on a radiology rotation right now and I can see how it doesn't seem to mesh with my personality. It's highly detail oriented, very precise, and requires a very deep knowledge of pathology and disease process. I find this subject matter to be less than interesting. I almost feel like Radiology is a useless field, because for example Orthopods and Critical Care Pulmonoligsts read all of their own imaging and often discount radiology reports.
Unfortunately, I've structured my medical school career around radiology and am planning to apply this Summer.
I feel that I was influenced into going into the field mainly from hearing people say, "Oh Rads is such a good gig" or people saying how nice it is to NOT see patients, NOT have to deal with paperwork, leave your work behind you once you leave the hospital - NOT have patients call you at home etc... But the idea of radiology doesn't really sit too well with me, and I'm finding that I'm trying to convince myself I'm making the right decision: but I don't feel comfortable at all.
IM: I feel like a true doctor, one that I've always envisioned myself to be. But will have to once again deal with manipulative patients, difficult families, malingering pain med seekers, lots of (disability) paperwork, and possibly have to be available to patients 24/7.
However on my medicine rotations I saw how Attendings developed ways to deal with difficult patients and didn't let them affect them.
So it's a tough call for me. I'm really uncertain which way to go. I like looking at images, but I don't want to identify and measure each paratracheal lymph node and pulmonary nodule on 100 CT scans per day. I feel like I was influenced to apply into Radiology by a friend who said that it's an awesome field because of lifestyle, but he recently changed his mind and is applying to IM instead.
Any suggestions?
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