Everyone has already harassed him enough in this thread but this is intrinsically what annoys me about some people who want to do the minimum to "be called doctor".
@Arkangeloid Why can't you try to do more - know more than what is required to pass and get bishes? Why don't you want to be the kind of doctor that a patient is lucky to get instead of unlucky to get?
I mean, I did that back in Biochemistry, because I tried to be interested in the material, to learn pathways, to go "above and beyond," except it didn't work and I just made myself miserable.
Then I meet my tutor, who tells me that I'm doing things totally wrong, and that the correct way to learn medicine is as a set of word-associations, and to condense lectures down to discrete "high yield" points. And I start doing better with that. Not great, but better.
To answer your question:
I mean, I still remember the day, hell, the moment I got my acceptance. I was playing Weezy on my phone, and was going for a walk (I like going on walks), and then I got a call from the Dean saying I had been admitted. Suddenly, I had a spring in my step, I smiled wider than ever, and my head turned skyward as I thanked the Lord. I told myself that I would be the kind of doctor you talked about, the doctor patients would want to have, a leader in my field, blah blah blah. And until med school began, I kept thinking that.
All those dreams started to die a week into Anatomy. I knew medical school would be difficult, but I hadn't imagined this. This was abhorrent, and hell, IMO med school made a mockery of what learning is. It forces you to ignore the forest for a few specific trees. And that's why I know things like that Digoxin binds to the extracellular (in particular; this was a Firecracker question actually) side of the Na/K ATPase, but still don't know where exactly the kidneys are.
Some crappy test grades and miserable weeks later, I had abandoned all those thoughts. I gave up, and it was liberating. Because I'm the still kind of guy who does relatively poorly on every test, still the guy who disdains learning about medicine, and that's probably not going to change. But at least I could be happy in the knowledge that I'm getting by.