So I am about to start my 2nd year again, as I had to take a leave of absence in the middle of the year the first time around.
I've been utterly confused about whether I should go back or not. It's tough for me because I come from a non-trad background, and I actually have a very lucrative career opportunity that I can take up, if I choose not to go back.
Some reasons why I want to be a doctor:
1. I'm a very social person. I like working with people, and I like the camaraderie of working on a team. My other lucrative career opportunity has a downside in that I won't get exposure to other people so much.
2. I love EM and Anesthesiology. I fit the EM personality because I like juggling many things at once, I like working on my feet in a fast paced environment, and I like the unpredictability of the job. Anesthesiology I am interested in because I really enjoy Pharmacology. It was my favorite course during 2nd year.
Some reasons why I am thinking of not going back:
1. I have that other opportunity which I mentioned. It would consume less hours than Medical School would, and I would be earning good money rather than going into debt. It's a much better lifestyle vs. the next 6 years of misery I'd have to go through. And although the job doesn't involve working with my hands or with people like Medicine does, I do find it interesting; it's not like I don't enjoy the subject matter.
2. Family Medicine, Internal, Peds, or Psychiatry doesn't appeal to me. There's no guarantee that I'd score a Step 1 grade that's good enough for EM or Anesthesia, so there is that risk.
3. I will be incredibly miserable for the next 6-7 years. Working all those hours in 2nd year, 3rd year, and residency sounds so depressing. I can totally imagine myself sitting in a quiet library at 11pm at night trying to study for Step 1 and kicking myself for not taking this other opportunity. I'm scared of all the hours that I'll have to spend working during 3rd year and residency. It's depressing to even think about.
4. I'm 27 now, and I would like to get settled, meet a woman, get married, and have children hopefully in the next 5 years. I also want to travel the world rather than be locked into study mode for more than a half decade. It's hard to do this while in Medical School/Residency.
So there you have it. Any opinions will be appreciated. They say you should only go into Medicine if that's the only thing that you can imagine yourself doing. I can certainly imagine myself doing something else, but I still crave being the lead attending in an Emergency Room someday.
I've been utterly confused about whether I should go back or not. It's tough for me because I come from a non-trad background, and I actually have a very lucrative career opportunity that I can take up, if I choose not to go back.
Some reasons why I want to be a doctor:
1. I'm a very social person. I like working with people, and I like the camaraderie of working on a team. My other lucrative career opportunity has a downside in that I won't get exposure to other people so much.
2. I love EM and Anesthesiology. I fit the EM personality because I like juggling many things at once, I like working on my feet in a fast paced environment, and I like the unpredictability of the job. Anesthesiology I am interested in because I really enjoy Pharmacology. It was my favorite course during 2nd year.
Some reasons why I am thinking of not going back:
1. I have that other opportunity which I mentioned. It would consume less hours than Medical School would, and I would be earning good money rather than going into debt. It's a much better lifestyle vs. the next 6 years of misery I'd have to go through. And although the job doesn't involve working with my hands or with people like Medicine does, I do find it interesting; it's not like I don't enjoy the subject matter.
2. Family Medicine, Internal, Peds, or Psychiatry doesn't appeal to me. There's no guarantee that I'd score a Step 1 grade that's good enough for EM or Anesthesia, so there is that risk.
3. I will be incredibly miserable for the next 6-7 years. Working all those hours in 2nd year, 3rd year, and residency sounds so depressing. I can totally imagine myself sitting in a quiet library at 11pm at night trying to study for Step 1 and kicking myself for not taking this other opportunity. I'm scared of all the hours that I'll have to spend working during 3rd year and residency. It's depressing to even think about.
4. I'm 27 now, and I would like to get settled, meet a woman, get married, and have children hopefully in the next 5 years. I also want to travel the world rather than be locked into study mode for more than a half decade. It's hard to do this while in Medical School/Residency.
So there you have it. Any opinions will be appreciated. They say you should only go into Medicine if that's the only thing that you can imagine yourself doing. I can certainly imagine myself doing something else, but I still crave being the lead attending in an Emergency Room someday.
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