Hello.
Im really confused and can benefit from a sound advise.
Im In my last months of my 1st year of radiology residency and thinking to switch to IM.
If this is important, im not in USA.
I already have an acceptance at a “not so good hospital to practice IM”. (High load , chaotic hospital , no teaching , inconsederate consultants , some of the staff are lazy and do not work proparly, that include consultants, residents and nurses.)
I know this is a long post to read , but to understand my situation one must know the whole story.
As a medical student:
By the end of my medical school , i disliked clinical medicine because i wasn't sure that all the clinical work in the form of patient contact and other hectic work of the clinical fields is for me
So , i was thinking to apply to pathology or radiology as future career.
Internship:
In my country we take a 1 year internship after we finish medical school, and by the time of the 6th month of intership we must apply to a certain speciality.
During the 6 months , i took radiology elective and rotations in clinical felids like GS , IM.
My mind was changing regarding the clinical feilds , i liked to be a part of a team , rounding (but long rounds was little boring) , communicating with other physicians and ancillary staff , making decisions, facing challenges, to be in an “active speciality”.
But at the same time i wasn't sure that i wanted patient contact ( i dont like or im not that encouraged to do physical examinations , taking history , dealing with a lot of patients).
In my radiology elective , i was bored , didnt enjoy the inactivness , but i liked interventional radiology.
By the time of the application , i had 3 choices:
1-GS: I liked general surgery (short round , limited dealing with patients , interested in the field knowledge and diseases), but i wasn't sure of the lifestyle and if i wanted to do surgery whole my life, plus the surgical training here is not very good , not like the USA .
2-IM:
I liked to be part of team , big department, lots of resident , dealing and interacting with people , multiple fields and subspecialties , i love medical knowledge , plan to do intervention , so interested in GI or cardio.
I know this is contradictory, but i wasn't encouraged to see -and deal with a lot of patients in IM and also the kind of a tough lifestyle.
3-Radiology:
Knowledge in radiology is interesting and cool, but I don’t like the inactiveness , not dealing with anyone , no challenges, stying in dark room all day.
By the end i think i had made a hasty decision.
I choose radiology, I thought of the good lifestyle, finishing 4 years of residency and going to intervention.
At that particular time I thought this the best thing to do ( but i wasn't confident with my choice , till now unfortunately).
By the end of my internship I realized that i may have made a grave error, going to a speciality that i see boring just to escape the bad lifestyle and contact with patient in IM!! ( i bet that a lot of the IM residents don’t like its lifestyle and dont like too much patient contact but didn’t want to enter a boring speciality)
Now im in my 8th month of radiology, i have acceptance at a lower quality hospital in IM.
I still find that radiology is boring , I like the knowledge but the inactiveness and loneliness in this speciality in unbearable.
i consulted alot of IM physician about my situation, most of them say its not worth it to go to IM just bcs i want to be active ,bcs of the bad lifestyle of medicine and with time all these things won’t be as important as it is now for me.
Should i suck it up and go for Interventional radiology as many IM consultants advised me.
or go to be a IM resident at this lower quality hospital and risk being in situation of not practicing medicine as it should be practiced but at least it wont be boring.
I feel being between hammer and nail.
Would really appreciate an advice.
Thank you.
Note: im new to this site so I don’t know which forum this thread should be , i hope this is the right one.
Im really confused and can benefit from a sound advise.
Im In my last months of my 1st year of radiology residency and thinking to switch to IM.
If this is important, im not in USA.
I already have an acceptance at a “not so good hospital to practice IM”. (High load , chaotic hospital , no teaching , inconsederate consultants , some of the staff are lazy and do not work proparly, that include consultants, residents and nurses.)
I know this is a long post to read , but to understand my situation one must know the whole story.
As a medical student:
By the end of my medical school , i disliked clinical medicine because i wasn't sure that all the clinical work in the form of patient contact and other hectic work of the clinical fields is for me
So , i was thinking to apply to pathology or radiology as future career.
Internship:
In my country we take a 1 year internship after we finish medical school, and by the time of the 6th month of intership we must apply to a certain speciality.
During the 6 months , i took radiology elective and rotations in clinical felids like GS , IM.
My mind was changing regarding the clinical feilds , i liked to be a part of a team , rounding (but long rounds was little boring) , communicating with other physicians and ancillary staff , making decisions, facing challenges, to be in an “active speciality”.
But at the same time i wasn't sure that i wanted patient contact ( i dont like or im not that encouraged to do physical examinations , taking history , dealing with a lot of patients).
In my radiology elective , i was bored , didnt enjoy the inactivness , but i liked interventional radiology.
By the time of the application , i had 3 choices:
1-GS: I liked general surgery (short round , limited dealing with patients , interested in the field knowledge and diseases), but i wasn't sure of the lifestyle and if i wanted to do surgery whole my life, plus the surgical training here is not very good , not like the USA .
2-IM:
I liked to be part of team , big department, lots of resident , dealing and interacting with people , multiple fields and subspecialties , i love medical knowledge , plan to do intervention , so interested in GI or cardio.
I know this is contradictory, but i wasn't encouraged to see -and deal with a lot of patients in IM and also the kind of a tough lifestyle.
3-Radiology:
Knowledge in radiology is interesting and cool, but I don’t like the inactiveness , not dealing with anyone , no challenges, stying in dark room all day.
By the end i think i had made a hasty decision.
I choose radiology, I thought of the good lifestyle, finishing 4 years of residency and going to intervention.
At that particular time I thought this the best thing to do ( but i wasn't confident with my choice , till now unfortunately).
By the end of my internship I realized that i may have made a grave error, going to a speciality that i see boring just to escape the bad lifestyle and contact with patient in IM!! ( i bet that a lot of the IM residents don’t like its lifestyle and dont like too much patient contact but didn’t want to enter a boring speciality)
Now im in my 8th month of radiology, i have acceptance at a lower quality hospital in IM.
I still find that radiology is boring , I like the knowledge but the inactiveness and loneliness in this speciality in unbearable.
i consulted alot of IM physician about my situation, most of them say its not worth it to go to IM just bcs i want to be active ,bcs of the bad lifestyle of medicine and with time all these things won’t be as important as it is now for me.
Should i suck it up and go for Interventional radiology as many IM consultants advised me.
or go to be a IM resident at this lower quality hospital and risk being in situation of not practicing medicine as it should be practiced but at least it wont be boring.
I feel being between hammer and nail.
Would really appreciate an advice.
Thank you.
Note: im new to this site so I don’t know which forum this thread should be , i hope this is the right one.