dexadental said:
I see you want out, I don't feel like paying the bank back most of my life...maybe if I chose a state school liek UF to attend, but I chose Nova, and now I'm satisfied with my decision to do the Navy HPSP. Each day I become more and more content with my decision, maybe its because I want to make a difference somehow in the world. I wouldn't mind being deployed, and I am 21 right now, in four years, 25, than 4 more, 29. I don't mind having kids at that age, and being able to start a practice or join one debt free. Each person has their own reasons for joining and I think in the end, you really have to make the decision for yourself only. I see that many people are dissatisfied with the program, but for many, it has helped them achieve something they couldn't have done otherwise. The contract is a deal, and like anything, a sacrifice. Maybe this is what people don't understand. You'll have to make a SACRIFICE, yes, not be some hot shot doc straight out of school. But I can live with that for four years, and then specialize on my own...who knows, maybe I'll love it and specialize with them. I'm glad other people here have posted their positive experiences.
One of the reasons I accepted the scholarship 8 years ago, was because I wanted to follow in the steps of my brother and Father, and spend some time in active service of my nation.
I also couldn't imagine how the hell I would pay back loans that would be at least $160,000 by the time I graduated from school, then pay back close to $250,000 over the life of the loans.
At the time that debt seemed insurmountable, now it sounds a lot more manageable.
Don't get me wrong, I am really happy about a couple things.
1: I will go into residency debt free.
2: I should have the GI bill to supplement my residency pay.
3: I can't seem to come up with a number three.
The unhappy list is much longer, and while I won't go into all of it, I will start.
1: deployed twice away from family when other folks in same clinic network haven't been on a single deployment.
2: risk my life and chain of command refused to let me have either a side arm, or a flak jacket even though both were available, and I was, and am qual'd with the 9mm and m16.
3: hung out to dry on single GMO platform with CO that said "medical is pretty much a waste of space" then proceeded to demonstrate his feelings.
4: Nobody in my medical department that had been to sea in the last 15 years.
5: Nobody in the medical chain of command had any sea duty either, so no help there.
6: etc
You are correct, that you need to make your own decision, and it appears that you have already done that, I hope its a decision that you can live with, and that it makes you happy.
i want out