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Hello,
I am a M1 at a state flagship MD school.
I'm in my mid-twenties, and from the west coast, I've worked, and sacrificed everything to get here. I had a very negative experience in undergrad because i had to work full time and was in an intense program. So far, I'm having a much, much better time in med school.
Let me preface it by saying that I have no qualms with med school. I'm doing fairly well in my classes, and I don't have a problem with medical education. However, the outcome, and the life of an attending is something that I no longer desire.
So it comes at a personal heartbreak that I've begun to second guess my decision to enter medicine, after seeing the medical field first hand, the outlook of medicine, and what my life will look like during MS, residency, junior attending, and senior attending.
1. The hours. They never stop. I feel shell shocked after being on preceptorship for 14 hours in the ER. I can't imagine the thought of living like that for the rest of my life.
2. The residency. I want to do something where I can work with my hands. In medicine, this limits to a number of specialties with 4-5+fellowship year residencies. I've begun to dread the idea of spending at least 4 years of my life working 80 hour weeks. + the possibility of malignancy in my team or attendings.
3. EMR, H&P. OH Lord. Taking mountains of paperwork home, and having Epic open until the time I fall asleep sounds awful.
4. Lack of control over your career/location.
5. Private practice and being your own boss is likely impossible for our generation.
6. Dealing with third-party payers. The thought of being on the phone with insurance companies for 1.5 hours a day makes me want to punch puppies.
7. General despair over declining reimbursements. If you're in a field where you bill only a handful of codes (e.g. rads onc) if one of those codes get a 5% reduction in reimbursement rates, then this will significantly impact your earnings. Reimbursements seem to be headed for dark times, as medicare threatens to destabilize the whole economy.
8. I've wanted to keep a constant patient base, and follow my patients over a long course of time. It is increasingly apparent to me that I will not be able to do this, even if I go into primary care.
9. The difficulty of entering urban markets. Dentistry has trouble with this as well, because of saturation. But I feel that in medicine, it is difficult to enter very desirable areas, e.g. toronto, seattle, Boston, NYC, etc. I've known people who fellowship hopped waiting for a position to open up.
I feel that urban associate dentists make less, but have a easier time finding jobs.
10. Constant fear of malpractice suits, and the high stress environment that a litigation driven care creates.
I need to hear some opinions:
1. Could any current dentists or D-students tell me what the negatives of dentistry and dental school are?
2. Current physicians. Do things really get better? I've heard some attending say that it does. I've heard other attending say, don't be fooled by the great myth of medicine. Given the thoughts that I have about the outlook in medicine, would these things be resolved with time?
3. Am I just being too much of a negative nancy?
4. Do other med students have similar concerns?
I am a M1 at a state flagship MD school.
I'm in my mid-twenties, and from the west coast, I've worked, and sacrificed everything to get here. I had a very negative experience in undergrad because i had to work full time and was in an intense program. So far, I'm having a much, much better time in med school.
Let me preface it by saying that I have no qualms with med school. I'm doing fairly well in my classes, and I don't have a problem with medical education. However, the outcome, and the life of an attending is something that I no longer desire.
So it comes at a personal heartbreak that I've begun to second guess my decision to enter medicine, after seeing the medical field first hand, the outlook of medicine, and what my life will look like during MS, residency, junior attending, and senior attending.
1. The hours. They never stop. I feel shell shocked after being on preceptorship for 14 hours in the ER. I can't imagine the thought of living like that for the rest of my life.
2. The residency. I want to do something where I can work with my hands. In medicine, this limits to a number of specialties with 4-5+fellowship year residencies. I've begun to dread the idea of spending at least 4 years of my life working 80 hour weeks. + the possibility of malignancy in my team or attendings.
3. EMR, H&P. OH Lord. Taking mountains of paperwork home, and having Epic open until the time I fall asleep sounds awful.
4. Lack of control over your career/location.
5. Private practice and being your own boss is likely impossible for our generation.
6. Dealing with third-party payers. The thought of being on the phone with insurance companies for 1.5 hours a day makes me want to punch puppies.
7. General despair over declining reimbursements. If you're in a field where you bill only a handful of codes (e.g. rads onc) if one of those codes get a 5% reduction in reimbursement rates, then this will significantly impact your earnings. Reimbursements seem to be headed for dark times, as medicare threatens to destabilize the whole economy.
8. I've wanted to keep a constant patient base, and follow my patients over a long course of time. It is increasingly apparent to me that I will not be able to do this, even if I go into primary care.
9. The difficulty of entering urban markets. Dentistry has trouble with this as well, because of saturation. But I feel that in medicine, it is difficult to enter very desirable areas, e.g. toronto, seattle, Boston, NYC, etc. I've known people who fellowship hopped waiting for a position to open up.
I feel that urban associate dentists make less, but have a easier time finding jobs.
10. Constant fear of malpractice suits, and the high stress environment that a litigation driven care creates.
I need to hear some opinions:
1. Could any current dentists or D-students tell me what the negatives of dentistry and dental school are?
2. Current physicians. Do things really get better? I've heard some attending say that it does. I've heard other attending say, don't be fooled by the great myth of medicine. Given the thoughts that I have about the outlook in medicine, would these things be resolved with time?
3. Am I just being too much of a negative nancy?
4. Do other med students have similar concerns?