MS3 here with a very long post warning. I am torn between EM and psychiatry and would love some advice on how to decide. So far, I have rotated through surgery, IM, neuro, psych, and EM (2 weeks only). My only rotations left this year are OB/Gyn and peds, neither of which will help me decide, and I need to plan my 4th year electives.
Here are the pros and cons of EM and psychiatry that I've been considering:
EM pros:
Psychiatry pros:
Pretty much everything that is opposite of EM cons.
TL;DR: Torn between psychiatry and EM. I feel that psychiatry would be 'easier' for me to work in, and it is a more natural fit for my background. EM would probably offer bigger highs but worse cons.
Here are the pros and cons of EM and psychiatry that I've been considering:
EM pros:
- Great variety of patients. I like the process of coming up with a differential, narrowing down the diagnosis, and the detective work / critical thinking involved.
- Fast-paced work generally makes the time go faster for me and keeps me from getting bored.
- I like the idea of knowing a decent amount about various different fields of medicine.
- I want to be helpful if/when the zombie apocalypse happens. But in all seriousness, I want to be able to be helpful if there's an emergency in a plane or if a car overturns in front of me on a freeway. This has actually happened to me several times prior to medical school, and I was irritated at feeling useless in those situations.
- While not necessarily an 'adrenaline junkie', I do enjoy excitement. I jive well with the types of personalities that stereotypically to go into EM - the rock-climbing, craft-IPA drinking, triathlon-running types.
- I am good at working with my hands and would probably enjoy procedures, though I haven't been allowed to do anything more advanced than a lac repair yet.
- I love the outdoors and would love to be able to work in wilderness medicine in some capacity.
- Shift work - I like the idea of having some weekdays off and never having to be on call. I'm not having kids and am a natural night owl, so I don't think the nights would bother me much.
- Short training, great pay - I'm an older med student, and a 3 year residency that results in a nice paycheck is very appealing when I only have about 25 years to save for retirement.
- Patient population is often difficult. Intoxicated aggressive patients, drug seekers, patients cussing the EM docs out for the long waits, etc. I don't relish the idea of getting assaulted/physically injured on the job, which I hear is not a rarity in EM.
- The cool, exciting stuff is few and far between. Patients are using EDs more and more for their sniffles / chronic HTN / annual checkups, and I imagine this gets old quickly.
- This may sound pathetic, but I have an excessively sensitive nose. I am not at all bothered by gore, but I've come across some patients that sent me dry heaving (which I felt very bad about, because it's obviously not their fault). Fermenting feet and necrotic flesh really bother me, and I despise abscesses. Blood and guts are totally fine.
- I've already witnessed EM get **** on by pretty much every other specialty (as well as patients). Consults talk down to them to their face and call them idiots behind their backs. EM gets crap for both 'ordering CTs left and right', and also for NOT ordering them (because now the admitting service has to). It's off-putting to see this much disrespect directed at a specialty that, objectively, has a very difficult job to do.
- I am very concerned by the high burn-out rates, and the apparent necessity of having an 'exit strategy' in EM.
- Shift work - I don't know how OK with it I will actually be. I won't be able to 'try it out' before residency - my school does not place medical students on nights or swing shifts in EM rotations (which is kind but irritating, because how else do we get a good idea of what the schedule is actually like?). As mentioned previously, I'm already an older med student and will be in my late 30s by the time I finish residency - so I worry about the toll on my body as I get older.
- I don't like the idea of having to work for a hospital system my entire career, and being unable to work for myself. I worry about the changes to US healthcare that have been happening and will continue to happen in the next 10-20 years, and having to be a slave to hospital administration/Press-Ganey scores/algorithm-driven medicine worries me. I have already seen EM docs get screamed at by clipboard-brandishing nurse administrators for any number of things, from refusing to prescribe unnecessary antibiotics to refusing to take the liability for patients they didn't actually see/chart during their shift. I have no interest in urgent care work. If I were to go into EM, I would probably need to do a fellowship in sports medicine or maybe pain as an 'exit strategy'.
Psychiatry pros:
Pretty much everything that is opposite of EM cons.
- I love the flexibility and many options psychiatry offers - being able to work in inpatient or outpatient, open a private practice, work in C/L or in forensics, etc. The option of being able to work for myself rather than for a hospital is very appealing.
- I am good at speaking with patients, getting them to open up, and forming relationships with them, and I think I'd find this kind of work satisfying.
- I am fascinated by the stories you hear in psychiatry. While this happens in EM as well, the time crunch of the ED puts a firm limit on how much you can explore these stories with the patient. I think the human mind is absolutely incredible, and there is still so much unknown about it.
- Not having to deal with abscesses or fermenting feet.
- Although many people say psychiatry doesn't offer quick or effective cures, it's pretty amazing to see how rapidly psychotic or depressed patients can improve with intensive inpatient treatment or ECT.
- Longevity of a career in psychiatry would likely be much greater than in EM, and psych has some of the lowest burnout rates.
- I am attracted to the idea of being considered a specialist in something and being able to develop my own niche expertise, rather than being a generalist and an easily replaceable 'cog in the machine'.
- While well-paying EM jobs are getting harder to find in places I'd like to live (Denver/West coast), I'm guessing a cash-only psychiatry practice would be more easily achievable? Feel free to correct me if I'm wrong about this.
- No overnights and no circadian rhythm shifts.
- The future job prospects might be better for psych. From everything I've heard, the demand for psychiatrists in the next 10-20 years is only going to keep growing, while EM is currently red-hot and being flooded with new grads - and I have been warned about the dangers of 'buying high'.
- Not being able to use much of the knowledge I learned in medical school. I've heard psychiatrists say that they forgot a lot of medicine because they don't use it as frequently. I realize that some settings such as C/L are better about this, to a degree.
- The stigma of not being a 'real doctor'. Again, I've definitely heard these kinds of self-deprecating comments made by psychiatrists about their own field. I have also witnessed psychiatrists gets confused with psychologists, social workers, and various other non-medical staff.
- Not being able to work with my hands, or getting to examine a patient. I enjoy doing physical exams and occasionally picking up random but significant findings, and as a psychiatrist I am assuming that I would essentially never touch my patients again. If there are psychiatrists out there who actually do physical exams regularly, please feel free to correct me here. Psychiatry offers less tangible work and less tangible results, which I fear will be less satisfying.
- I worry that psychiatry will feel like a step backwards for me. I almost pursued a PhD in Clinical Psychology instead of medical school, but then decided that I want to learn anatomy, physiology, and diseases other than psychiatric ones. As a psychiatrist, I'd be going back to treating only the mind and not the rest of the body - see above point about not being able to use much of the 'hard medicine' I spent so long learning.
- I will be useless in a zombie apocalypse.
TL;DR: Torn between psychiatry and EM. I feel that psychiatry would be 'easier' for me to work in, and it is a more natural fit for my background. EM would probably offer bigger highs but worse cons.