Yeah, but its much harder to actually consider ones self "disadvantaged" than it sounds. I mean despite the fact that I know now that I actually had it pretty strange/rough, my life seemed relatively normal to me when I grew up. And I know tons of people who had/have really horrible lives and experiences... much worse than mine. I mean, I've seen my dad so whacked out on meth that he's been chasing non-existent people off of my roof during the middle of the night in the rain (he fell off,
) and my parent's were more normal than many of my friends'... if they had parents. Many of my t-shirts during middle/high school came from a trash bin outside of a screen-printing business (they'd have like 5 different logo's on them, haha), and despite that the people in my neighborhood thought we were well off because they were so poor. It's that "significant" adversity thing that gets me. I mean, how do I define significant? Who am I comparing myself with? Poor, normal, rich, etc... its all a matter of perspective and it complicates the decision for me.
I struggled with it for a while, and even wrote out the AMCAS disadvantaged status essay. But, in the end I just couldn't bring myself to apply disadvantaged. I hit on my life in my PS and some of my essays hoping that it'd make a difference, but I really don't think it does honestly. I know my numbers, PS and LOR's are good, so my app failing to move has got to be the result of my EC's, which are very much substandard compared to what I see here, and involve mostly recently volunteer work (maybe 100-150hrs between a hospital and community service since Feb/March of this year) with 35 or so shadowing hours (stretching back almost 2 yrs).
Meh, w/e. Despite being jaded by the process I'm not planning on being held back more than a year, MAX. My numbers are decent and as of this summer I'm in good financial standing so I will be able to volunteer my arse off over after Nov/Dec.