As a former resident in a primary care field, I know full too well what it is like to be in this predicament. There was no way I would've made it through such a residency if I had stayed...I knew I had to get out and make the switch. We all learned in our deep education in the sciences, that genetics as well as
environment molds us into who we are. Seeing my optimism and altruism slowly drain from within me, has been one of the most shockingly disturbing manifestations that I could ever have come to know in my life. Giving a piece of yourself away to only get stomped in return will fracture even the most hardened of souls.
I could clearly see even back then how primary care was quickly heading off a cliff. I needed to jump off that runaway car before I went over with it too. When I realized that my middle school home economics teacher, who got to bake cookies all day, made even more than an attending in the student health clinic (working a 40 hr work week), I knew things were getting bad. The endless rounding left my head spinning, the paperwork was outright suffocating, and the long thankless days drained me of my life energy. And all for what? To make peanuts when all was done and finished while still working as hard as a racehorse?
I laugh whenever I hear that there is a coming shortage in primary care. This is crap propaganda put out by the AAMC to woo even more naive premeds into this mouse trap by opening up more first year positions. Face it, primary care is dying. Greed from outsiders eviscerated what was once a very noble profession. "Shortage" is the secret password used by schools to start explosively cloning themselves. NP schools are spreading like wildfire. The noctors are coming whether you like it or not.
http://medicinesux.wordpress.com/2009/12/23/noctors-aka-nurse-doctors/ Primary care salaries will never go up when you have an endless supply of people coming out of these doctor wannabe factories.
So for those already stuck in med school, my advice would be to specialize. You must specialize or risk getting payed like a social worker in another decade. Sadly, I realize that the number of med school grads is also increasing and the competition for these residency spots is only going to get worse. Unless you are a cerebral cortex superstar, premeds are definitely taking on some risk of winding up in the cesspool of a primary care field. Keep working even harder for less...sounds like such a worthy tradeoff
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