I have done more research on FM-OB... it will be hard to do C-sections compared to trained OB/GYNs... also you may need backup for complications by an OB/GYN... also it will be harder to find a job in urban and suburban areas (which is where I'm interested in practicing) vs OB/GYN doctors. I'm not interested in working rural or semi-rural...
so it looks like I have some big decisions to make- if I want to have full spectrum ability for women's health, then OB/GYN is the way to go.. I will need to ask myself tough questions of it I can handle GYN surg training in residency... -> as my mom has said to me, "**** or get off the pot"
if I decide not to do OB/GYN, then it is IM. IM is broad, good exposure to both inpatient and outpatient medicine, and there are fellowship opportunities.
I just do not like how FM is not paid for the amount of work and hours they do....
I know that it should not be all about the money, but residency and attending life is hard. I feel that I should be able to make the $300K threshold in a specialty that I like/am interested in, feel connected with patients, and also have a healthy work-life balance