I'm all in favor of bashing OP if only because he's going through life with entitlement blinders on - and that's just annoying.
The way your posts read "failure" is a label you are afraid of - do you actually think you can control everything, always? If you can't see failure in yourself then I guess it's always someone or something else at fault right? Sounds like you're a fun guy to be around when things don't go well (which is likely to happen in medicine - but that would be the patient's fault right?).
Anyway, you're certainly not ready to practice medicine, and in the unlikely event you do get in somewhere, please stay away from the rest of us failures.
Imer, I must protest. "Can't see failure in myself?" Most of my posts have been me apologising for being inconsiderate towards others. I openly admitted that I have acted like a neurotic ******* at times and have tried to cut the tension I unfortunately created with some self depricating humor. I know I am a flawed individual and I am trying to change, which is why my posts are always very polite and cordial.
And about me "staying away from us failures" that is just a lie.
I have never called anyone on this thread, or these forums a failure, you make me out to be some monster, out to destory and tear down others when that is entirely not the case, (unlike some people on this forum who enjoy bashing just a little too much).
And as for me not being ready for medicine, what are you basing that on?
One moment of panick, of a loss of self confidence that lasted but a moment and that we all experienced at some point in our lives? I was simply foolish enough to post it on SDN.
Without knowing who I was, or what kind of challenges I had faced, you proclaimed me an arrogant, entitled buffoon, completely unfit to serve in the medical professon.
Well, you know what, Lisa Anderson, my Physiology professor who wrote one of my LORs and who knew me very well all semester, sat down with me for an hour to discuss my motivation for medicine. When we had finished she told me, "I have no doubt that you should go to med school."
And my professor Harland Smith, who helped to impart the values that define me today, when I spoke with him about wanting him to write me a LOR, he told me that every professor dreams of reaching a young person like he had reached me.
With tears in his eyes he told me that he would be honored to help launch the medical career of someone so dedicated to helping others and creating a better world for all who inhabit it.
The techs and nurses in my ER have told me that I am the most dedicated and compassionate volunteer they have ever had.
The doctors I have shadowed where impressed that I was already able to offer differential diagnoses that turned out be correct.
The people who know me the best, and the medical professionals with whom I have spent hundreds of hours in the ER know I am a strong and dedicated person who wants nothing more than to enter military medicine and prove myself worthy of healing the brave men and women who serve our nation and defend our way of life.
For me, medicine truely is a way of life, one in which I use the fascinating information I have learned to help as many people I can and make the world just a little bit better.
I have apologized for spouting off my stats too many times and explained that I was just expressing frustration at the subjective components of the application system in which our fate is decided by some faceless, nameless adcom who is basing their decision on god knows what.
For you to impune my character as you did, while lieing about me calling others "failures" when I have only ever criticised myself on this thread, is uncalled for.
I will make a good doctor, because I have the dedication and the attention to detail to excel where it counts and I have proven myself to the people whose respect I have earned and who really matter.
As someone who makes blancket statements about others you don't know and who proclaims stark lies about what others have said, you sir, are not one of those people.
To all those who have been kind enough to understand my frustration and not partake in the hogpiling on of criticism, that, though initially well deserved, has devolved into a blatent hate fest, I thank you sincerely.
It is that kind of understanding and compassion that will seve you well in your years ahead in medicine and it is the kind of compassion that I will always try to emulate when dealing with my own patients.
Thank you again for your patience and understanding and best of luck with making your medical school dreams come true.
Please have a wonderful week, a terrific summer and may you and yours know only health, joy and prosperity in the days to come.
Sincerely,
xmsr3