. . . I am really not ready to just let go what happened to me at UK. I am happy where I am now and have plenty of time to study and become the Doctor I always envisoned myself to be but I still can't let go the mistreatment and outright BS I had to undergo at UK. Take it for what it's worth but I just had to bump this thread prior to finalization of program selections. I will be happy to elaborate if anyone is interested.
Wow, that pretty much sums up how I still feel about BU. It is hard to "let go" when somebody has such a bad experience (I am astounded that others who have experienced the faculty at Boston Medical Center in the internal medicine department can feel anything other than at least a suspicion that the faculty don't care about teaching if not confirmation of outright harassment.)
I am so happy that I also am able to pursue becoming the doctor I always wanted to be away from the shear malignancy of BU. In a way doing clinical work at BUMC is like russian roulette, i.e. you may get a really bad team to work with or you may have an OK experience, the place is that large, and large enough not to take individual complaints seriously apparently.
I still keep in contact with happenings at BUMC, including the internal medicine department. I recently received information that seems to confirm that administration at BUMC are still hell bent on allowing attendings to treat medical students and residents however they like to my dismay. I was floored and still shocked to a certain degree, i.e. it wold be nice to see that they have changed. Even so, the information made me conclude that BUMC is even more malignant than when I was there . . .
I almost don't care what happens at BUMC these days, but sure, if someone out there reads this and asks the right questions during interview there or applies to some better places then maybe people who care about having an optimal work environment for residency will be saved a lot of abuse. In the end, unfortunately, somebody has to be stuck there I guess, but maybe at least this information, if they read it, will help them to understand that abuse is so woven into the Boston University Medical Center system that they won't pull their hair out trying to understand the malignancy of the place.
I think that malignant internal medicine residency programs like BU and UK should be outed so that medical students applying for medicine residency at these places should realize that they have a choice, and if they wanted to be treated in a respectful and civilized manner they should realize that there are better options available than BU and UK for most applicants.
I feel that MedicineDoc's posts are accurate as going to a malignant place will make anyone want to pull out their hair years later if they are unfortunate enough to be exposed to the worst of the worst faculty at these places. Many years later I still wake up in the early morning hours having nightmares about being humiliated on service.
In the end my one prayer was that I wouldn't be humiliated anymore and just wanted it to be done with the place, . . .
If you don't like education via humiliation don't go to Boston University's Internal Medicine Residency Program!