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I am 52 year old board-certified and recertified anesthesiologist with no malpractice suits.
Over the past several years I have come to hate my job. Let me open and state that to a large extent this is my own fault. I have always been of the mind that if you dont like something, you complain. If your complaints are not resolved, you walk. Well at age 52 I am hesitant to walk away from a good-paying job.
The problems with my job are that I get no respect from the hospital staff or administration. I have been told by an OR nurse in the past year, "I dont need to help you, you are only an anesthesiologist." I have no call room although all other physicians who stay overnight do. My input on clinical aspects of care are ignored. They are overruled by a nurse somewhere in the system. My input on OR nurses/Pacu nurses/outpatient nurse hiring is not asked for or solicited. I have to put up with CRNAs that think that they have the same education and ability as I do (I have both a M.D. and Ph.D. in pharmacology, and both clinical and research fellowships) all from top universities; and am board-certified, and recertified 2009.
I think that the lack of respect for me comes down from the top levels of the hospital chain which really does not respect physicians; although I believe I am mistreated more than any other physician in the hospital. The fact that the hospital payor mix is so poor means that my billings do not support an anesthesiologist. Therefore, the hospital views me as a liability since they supplement my income each month. Therefore I am treated as an employee. After years of this treatment from the adminstration, the attitude is carried over to everyone else that the anesthesiologist can be treated like sh.. Thus I am to a large extent to blame for putting up with this crap. So I have finally gotten to the point where no amount of money is worth one's own self-respect.
I am hoping that my situation is specific to the hospital where I am. I will be hiring another MDA to work for me. I will only work part-time. This will give me an opportunity to work at other hospitals to see if I can find the enjoyment that I once had for this job.
Over the past several years I have come to hate my job. Let me open and state that to a large extent this is my own fault. I have always been of the mind that if you dont like something, you complain. If your complaints are not resolved, you walk. Well at age 52 I am hesitant to walk away from a good-paying job.
The problems with my job are that I get no respect from the hospital staff or administration. I have been told by an OR nurse in the past year, "I dont need to help you, you are only an anesthesiologist." I have no call room although all other physicians who stay overnight do. My input on clinical aspects of care are ignored. They are overruled by a nurse somewhere in the system. My input on OR nurses/Pacu nurses/outpatient nurse hiring is not asked for or solicited. I have to put up with CRNAs that think that they have the same education and ability as I do (I have both a M.D. and Ph.D. in pharmacology, and both clinical and research fellowships) all from top universities; and am board-certified, and recertified 2009.
I think that the lack of respect for me comes down from the top levels of the hospital chain which really does not respect physicians; although I believe I am mistreated more than any other physician in the hospital. The fact that the hospital payor mix is so poor means that my billings do not support an anesthesiologist. Therefore, the hospital views me as a liability since they supplement my income each month. Therefore I am treated as an employee. After years of this treatment from the adminstration, the attitude is carried over to everyone else that the anesthesiologist can be treated like sh.. Thus I am to a large extent to blame for putting up with this crap. So I have finally gotten to the point where no amount of money is worth one's own self-respect.
I am hoping that my situation is specific to the hospital where I am. I will be hiring another MDA to work for me. I will only work part-time. This will give me an opportunity to work at other hospitals to see if I can find the enjoyment that I once had for this job.
