The therapist and patient are equals, but they bring different things to the process and are not on the same level in every respect. And while I learn things from my patients every day, I never expect to obtain
healing from them. And while I know you didn't say this and I am by no means putting you in this category, in my experience (and I've known some doozies) the therapists who go into this field expecting to do their own therapeutic work or achieve their own healing/psychological health via being a therapist for others are some of the worst, most boundary impaired therapists out there. I
learn things from my patients every day. They have a lot to teach and I am grateful for that. But when I want to work on my own mental health, I go fork over some money to the LCSW across town whom I don't otherwise know and who doesn't refer to me (or I go get a massage). There's a reason, and a good one, why in the therapeutic process one person is paying the other one.
Anyway, I hope I didn't go off on a tangent too much.