You said it yourself; it’s crazy to think about the idea of turning down Hopkins. Personally, it’s such a major accomplishment, that I don’t think I would be able to say no it. Howeverrr, you truly are worried about your happiness and safety, that’s something that’s extremely important to consider. You’d be opting for a very nice plan B, and I’d also be thrilled to go to Vandy med. It’s just not Hopkins.
I grew up in Baltimore earlier on in my childhood and my family that is still there makes comments about how bad downtown has gotten. My grandparents have both said they would rather me not go to Hopkins if I got in bc they think it’s dangerous. However, as a young male, I don’t feel at all concerned when I’m downtown. I can totally understand this being a bigger concern for a petite female or someone who didn’t grow up exposed to higher crime areas and what not.
I think you should definitely try and get some more opinions from current students at Hopkins. Only they can give you an accurate assessment of if they feel safe on campus and supported by their peers. Perhaps, they will provide you the peace of mind for you to be able to have an easy choice in Hopkins.
Best of luck to you and a huge congrats!